[POST-DATED POST AGAIN.. hehe.. :)]
I can't believe 2009 is almost ending.. it's so surreal.. I'm indenial.. I can still remember when we went from 2008-2009 clearly.. I can still feel every single emotion going through me back then.. So, 2009 was a rough start.. Guess many know why.. Basically, I thought 2009 was gonna be a shitty year for me.. But as months progressed, it actually turned out to be one of the best years for me yet.. I guess IB was the bestest time for me despite all the pressure and stress dropped upon me.. All the sleepless nights, blood and tears put into those 2 years.. But hey, it's 2009 we're talking about.. Part of me wants to see what 2010 will bring me.. but the other part of me isnt ready to say goodbye to 2009 yet.. 1 year.. 12 months.. 52 weeks.. 365 day.. 8 765.813 hours.. 525 948.766 minutes.. 31 556 926 seconds.. who wouldve thought that it would be over this quick?
So let's recap..
January;
I had one of the shittiest months ever..
I got a new haircut.. which didn't last..
February;
I lost Fluffy.. But gained Sheila..
I started going to Tasek Lama.. which didn't last either..
I got closer to the Magic Beans♥
I had an anti-valentines (singles only) day/night with magic beans♥
I started talking to mummy bout personal stuff..
March;
I got Jepun-ised! haha..
I went to KL and had an awesome time with Carmen
I turned 18..
April;
I learned to salsa..
I experienced a very emotional 'last assembly'
I left ISB..
May;
I did IB..
I survived IB..
I had 4 months of holiday..
June;
I had a very awesome prom night..
I experienced my night at the beach..
July;
I passed IB..
I had shit loads of fun with si Jepun.. :)
I lost another great guy who I do still manage to talk to once in a while..
August;
I got my driving license.. and was made a driver.. -_-
I lost my grandmother and experienced one of the saddest, hardest and most exhausting (mentally and phsyically) 48 hours straight being awake..
I shut everyone out..
September;
I left Brunei
I got into Uni..
I gained loads of new friends..
October;
I experienced being alone without family..
I gained freedom and independence..
I became somewhat a little bit disciplined and responsible..
I had one of the bestest weekend (Halloween) since I got to UK..
November;
I got out of Leicester for the first time..
I had my first mental breakdown since IB ended..
December;
I finished my first semester of uni
I went to Amsterdam
I bike canal-ed at -2 degrees!
I experienced my first boxing day (and others) in London
I realised making girlfriends is really really hard.. :(
Okay, actually.. you know what? I say fuck 2009! You gave me 2 heartbreaks, a dead cat, uncountable meltdowns, bitchy girls, a crazy May, a rather disappointing August and a lonely last few months.. So, bring on 2010!! I know you'll be kind to me..
p.s. 2009, thanks for the last few days.. It was totally awesome.. :)
300th post! w00t w00t!! haha..
Sorry, I know I havent been keeping my word on updating regularly here.. Never knew how hard it would be! haha.. but hey.. 8 posts in 3 months.. That pretty good right...? No, I didn't think so..
To keep you up-to-date..
I'm in London now.. came here especially for boxing day.. :D and also awaiting new years! Tube will be going on all night.. OHHHHHHHHH YEAHHHHH.. New year's eve in London shall be awesome! :D Actually, I'm still indenial.. haha.. I don't feel like 2009's gonna end in 4 days.. But yeah.. Stay tuned for my new year's post.. hehe..
Anyways, Amsterdam was awesome.. :) First day was fucking exhausting though.. Left Opal Court at about 3:15am.. haha.. Fucking early flight man.. Everyone was so sleepy that everytime we sat or lay down on something for abit, we end up falling asleep..
So yeah, first day: Flower market, Van Gogh Museum and night out with the girls..
second day: Artist Zoo, Ice skating, Sex Museum, night out with the boys..
third day: Anne Frank's house, Pancake bakery, canal biking at -2 degrees (are you sure?), shopping, Wagamama, ice skating, night out together (finally -_-), 'ice breaking' session..
fourth day: Breakfast out, shopped for souvenirs, waited at the airport for 2 hours.. only to be late to get on the plane.. HAHAH..
you know what? screw it! More photos HERE but only if youre my friend... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~ BURN! (apakan.. -_-)
Sorry!! haha.. been rather lazy.. :(
Did you see the sky
I think it means that we've been lost
Maybe one less time is all we need
I can't really help it if my tongue's all tied in knots
Jumping off a bridge, it's just the farthest that I've ever been
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
Anyplace but those I know by heart
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
I'll follow you down, but not that far
I know we're headed somewhere, I can see how far we've come
But still I can't remember anything
Let's not do the wrong thing and I'll swear it might be fun
It's a long way down when all the knots we've tied have come undone
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
Anyplace but those I know by heart
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
I'll follow you down, but not that far
How you gonna ever find your place
Running in an artificial pace
Are they gonna find us lying face down in the sand
So what the hell now, we've already been forever damned
Anywhere you go I'll follow you down...
I'm missing something.. I know what it is.. and at this very moment.. I feel discontent..... I want it so bad.. :(
I need a haircut! I CAN BARELY SEE MY FRINGE! ahah..