*yawn* I just woke up about an hour ago.. anyways..
Yesterday afternoon I went "school shopping".. t'was FUN! haha.. and also gift hunting for the him.. but couldnt find anything.. aha.. Went home and found out the parents weren't home.. Jammed with the brothers.. They played guitar and I was singing.. to songs I know saja.. I played the guitar for a bit..
Laura messaged me up saying that she felt abit malas to go to Kim's.. I was like.. Whaaaaaaat.. I wanna go! Im bored at home.. So she opted to go.. That girl kaaan.. She said we'll go around 7.15-7.30pm.. And sooo.. I waited.. Waited.. Waited.. At 7.30 she still wasnt around.. I misscalled her and she messaged.. pfft.. so waited for a little longer.. then 7.50 kli.. she baru came.. and we went tarus..
Arrived at Kim's around 8? We were seriously maluuuuu.. ahah.. Went into the house and the guys were playing the football game.. uh.. PES 2008.. aha.. Me and Laura just went to talking.. At 8+ the BBQ started.. Wheee~
We started off with sandwiches and.. macaroni? Not sure.. ahah.. Then we went for soup.. T'was gooooood.. After thaaat.. we wanted chickeeen.. But we were too malu to get it ourselves.. So we asked Bai to get it for us.. We thought that he'd go like.. MALAS KU EH... or something closer to that.. but he actually went and got the chicken for us.. Aww.. Thanks Bai! =D Gawd.. Ate alot last night.. Was good..
After that went inside the house.. Watched Kim's cousins play DDR.. aha.. Went back outside and watched the guys play PES 2008.. again.. they had a tournament I think.. but didnt get to see who won and all.. Went home at 11.. =)
It's the 31st.. 2007's coming to an end.. Aww.. ='( Currently listening to Secondhand Serenade's Your Call.. It made me think about how this year started out. It's just a song LeLes was into early this year. I spent the year getting closer to LeLes. The girls I love. Loving my family more. Making new friends. Going through phases. Stressing out. Having fun in the end.
I cried alot. I argued alot. It was all because of this particular someone. He was my everything. But things got a little rough since June. Things got more and more complicated until I had to break it off. I've given him enough chances and it just wont work out.
On the other hand, this year ended well. I gave this other guy a second chance. I'm hoping that history wouldnt repeat itself. Boyfriend, I love you. =)
Saying goodbye to 2007 isnt easy to do. Honestly, I'm not ready to do so yet. It means I'm saying goodbye to SMJA. I'm saying goodbye to 5A. I'm saying goodbye to my teachers, my schoolmates, my friends. You guys are the best, know that. This blog goes especially to you guys. As to know what I'm up to nowadays. *sigh* Emotional much?
Bai made this.. =') Loves it..
School will start in 3 days. I'll be a form 6 student. OMG. =\ It felt like yesterday when I just entered SMJA as a form 1 student. And now here I am. Starting all over again. Making new friends. Taking new subjects. Staying out of trouble.
Anyways.. Plans for tonight? I'm not so sure.. We'll be having a BBQ. Last minute thing.. Ash will be having a BBQ.. Faiq will also be having a BBQ.. I wanted to go to either one.. But I guess I'll just be staying at home..
Anyways, I'd like to believe that this isnt the end. It's just the beginning. Friends, stay in contact and I'll try my best not to be the "ambung bitch" I usually turn out to be.
I wont be making a new years resolution this time as I NEVER stick to it.. I'll just be going with the flow. aha..
Happy advance new year all.. Happy advance 17th birthday you..
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @9:02 PM
My first post on my new blog.. Aha.. It's 5am.. I'm on the phone.. I'm chatting with Hakim.. and I just made a new blog.. Woohoo.. I can do three things at once.. haha.. apakan..
I'll update later, yes? Sorry Kim, I know you expected a post of your BBQ.. haha.. =p
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Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.
Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.