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Thursday, January 31, 2008 @10:09 AM

If you're a guy who recently pissed me off and blamed me for your failure, read this.. If not, please skip;
Oh freaking hell.. Let me get this straight.. You're blaming ME that YOU didnt make it through your O levels? You didnt make it through your Junes either.. Was that my fault too? No, I dont think so.. We didnt freaking have any problems during that time.. So what happened there??? I really dont think it was entirely my fault as seeing you failed both attempts with or without me.. So yeah, please dont blame me.. I know this is kind of mean.. But, freaking hell.. It was NOT my fault.. And you're hating me AGAIN because of that? Screw you.. You were almost there.. You were almost nice again.. Pfft.. Oh I just received a message from you.. Hah.. Pathetic.. You're asking me to leave you alone yet you're still saying things to me.. Nice one! *two thumbs up*

If you're a guy who's in denial and still thinks we can make it, read this.. If not, skip this;
And another you, my concept of "biasa" is by talking to me as a friend only.. and I do NOT mean by messaging me during school time hoping that i'm taking care of myself.. or calling me when you're bored.. or saying ily or imy.. or transferring me credit just because~ I'm sorry, but yeah.. It's true.. So, um.. if you're still gonna be like this, I suggest you take a little time off and think of what you're doing..

If you're WEIRD and OBLIVIOUS *cough* =p, read this.. If not, skip;
And to another you, no, im not gonna tell you off.. =p you're awesome.. you're such a weirdo~ today was awesome.. =D

If you're not one of the girls who I got a wee bit mad at today, skip this;
Ame, Dhah(I dont think she reads my blog =\) and Naj... sorry for being so PMS-y just now.. I'm cool.. =p

Haha.. An unusual post really.. So, today was the mufti day thingy for chinese new year celebration.. It's like a non-uniform day thingy for secondary students.. In condition, you gotta wear red and pay a dollar.. It's not compulsary though.. So none of the girls (Naj, Raudhah, Ame, Jen, Chloe and I) wore red.. Haha.. =D Today went by quite fast.. 0_o

Yesterday's Toddler Group sucked.. I got "told off", "kicked out" and much more.. Not going into details.. It just pisses me off.. Hah..

Tomorrow we got this swimming thing.. and yes, I was actually signed up for the tyre thingy.. And hell no, I wont be doing that.. No way.. -_- I'm still wondering whether I should go or not though.. Maybe just to get a few laughs(and NOT swim).. Haha..

Laters.. =]

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @9:01 AM

So, I went to SMJA just now during second period of Business.. I asked Bai to help me out, yet again.. Only at first though.. (Sorry Bai! =\) I had to rush like seriously.. I spent an hour running around the school to get the teachers (about 7 or 8) to sign this form thingy.. and I had to freaking pay two dollars cause I "lost" my Library Card.. But I didn't lose it really.. I was just too lazy to come back to SMJA on a different day to give the card.. Hah..

It was fun though.. I bumped into A LOT of people and got to update them with stuff for a bit and also update them teachers.. haha.. Too bad I only had an hour.. I could've stayed longer but I was afraid I'd miss out alot.. The guys were supposed to have lunch out and they asked me to join.. But had to go back to school.. so yeah.. Eventually, they cancelled the lunch out thingy.. Kamar was being a "male" bitch just now.. Screw you, KamKam! =p

I was trying to avoid Dr. Greg since he expected me to get an A for English.. Turned out, he was passing by the staffroom just when I got out and I had this O_O look on my face.. and he's like "You didn't get an A, that's alright." Grr.. I feel bad.. =\

OH! OH!! I went up to Mr. Yeo right.. And it goes somewhat like this;
Me[with a WIDE smile on my face]: SIR, I GOT A B FOR A. MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mr. Yeo: Oh.. You should've gotten an A.. I'm really disappointed no one got an A..
Me: -_- C'mon! A B for A. Maths for me is ok wah!! I usually get D's..
Mr. Yeo: yeah, okay.. That's good.. Carmen and Han Chyi didn't get As(for A Maths)..
and so I thought in my head 'EXACTLY!!!' but then a few second later he goes "But you still should've gotten an A though," Pfft.. xp

I got a file from teacher Fauzani for getting a B in Biology.. Yay~

What else? I saw him.. I bumped and talked abit with my juniors (now seniors of SMJA).. Too much questions from them.. Not only them.. My other friends too! Grr.. Annoying much.. Though I did talk alot with them.. Even to the ones I didnt talk much to before.. I'm like.. Whoah.. Qydah has changed.. Hahah.. Got to talking with them Jazli, Hadi, Helmi, Ash and the others for a bit just now.. Was fun.. =) I just remembered that I promised one of them I'd go and watch a movie with them one day.. he reminded me and asked me to text him up during the weekend.. I'm like.. yeah.. okaaaaaaaaay~ >_<

Got these evil stares from these girls who I never got along with.. I was thinking.. Whoah.. we're still doing that? haha.. Lucky for them I didnt have Carmen, Laura and Rachel with me.. Else we'd annoy the freaking hell out of them.. Hah!! =P I'm going back to SMJA this Saturday though.. Hopefully, they'll be there too.. =D

I was being dissed/made fun of/insulted for being an International school student by the teachers and friends.. =( hmph.. Meanies!

It was freaking hot today.. I was sweating in SMJA and also in ISB during lunch.. I was complaining a hell lot to the people at the bench area.. So then Aiman and I decided to go to the library~ Wheee~ The complaints stopped.. Haha.. Chris (Un-German.. Haha.. xp) gave me this look after I got out of the library.. haha.. =p

Im seriously tired and sleepy.. Got tons of homework to do.. Damn... =(


Monday, January 28, 2008 @8:52 AM

So, results came out today.. Turns out my family knew it before I did and they didnt even bother to tell me.. Grrr.. But yeah, it's all good.. Thanks to Bai for messaging me my results.. =D I got 8 O's.. Wasnt expecting that, but yeah.. =D I got an A for Maths (yay!), Bs for English (Damn it!), Biology, Physics, Chemistry, POA, Add Maths (Whoah! 0_o) and a C for Malay.. I'm freaking dissapointed with my English.. *sigh* But oh well, I got O's for those I didnt expect to get.. Especially Biology, Add Maths and Malay.. Haha.. Seriously, like a B for Add Maths and Biology??? Hahaha..

I might be going to SMJA tomorrow during Malay or Business, if I'm allowed to go that is.. Haha.. So see you SMJA-ians tomorrow!! =D

I'm off to do my English essay now..

Congratulations everyone! =)

Hey you! You're awesome.. Hee.. =D

Saturday, January 26, 2008 @6:44 PM

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


No, no.. This song doesn't relate to anything that's going on with me right now.. Haha.. It's just a nice-ish song.. I heard abang playing it on the guitar and decided to download it.. =) I'm also currently addicted to Bon Jovi's Bed of Roses.. I know it's quite an old song.. But I like.. =D


It's almost 3.. and I don't know why I cant sleep.. MSN's being really retarded by the way..


I don't know, but lately, going out isn't really in me anymore.. =/ I would feel seriously tired during the weekends and just feel like relaxing.. If not, I'd be stressing out on my homeworks.. Life's great.. =)


I may not be invisible but I'm not exactly 'there'..

Friday, January 25, 2008 @9:02 AM

Okay, about the advice/advise thingy.. I still dont get it really.. Haha.
I advise you to....
I'm giving you advice..
Screw that.. =\

It's almost the weekend, yet again.. Today was... I dont know.. Looked after kids again.. I'm tired.. I dont know what to blog about..

I've got DT catch up classes on Mondays
IT catch up classes on Tuesdays..
Toddler group on Wednesdays..
Malay catch up class on Thursdays (not fixed)
Autistic kids on Fridays..

Damn it.. So when should I have my Business catch up class? =\ *sighhh*

I'm screwed.. I'm dead..

I stayed up last night till 12.. I was doing my freaking TOK essay.. I had to do 1100 words.. Since not all of us handed it in on time, she decided to add 100 more words.. Awesome.. =) 7 hours.. I did it for 7 freaking hours.. Haha.. Woke up at 3 and did my other essay and homework.. Didnt go back to sleep after that.. =/

SOMEONE's guitar bag fell on my face (my whole left eye area, to be more specific).. I got to punch him in return.. =P Nick and Omar won the election..

News travel fast.. Like, really.. Or am I just being REALLY obvious? But no matter how obvious I get, that one person will never realise.. Sucks, no?

Someone has told me that Leles is being dissed.. Boo.. I pity you for dissing us.. I dont really care though.. haha.. Girls, be cool, yes? haha..

SMJA beat ISB in football.. 4-0.. Dont feel bad ISB-ians.. You guys dont suck.. SMJA's just awesome.. They are pretty unbeatable.. Haha.. Sorry, I'm no traitor.. *ducks from tomatoes*..

I want to know my O Level results!!! =( I know it doesnt really matter anymore.. But I still want to know.... Haha..

Random-est post ever..

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @12:17 PM

So last Thursday right, I walked into my first Theory of Knowledge (TOK) class.. I sat down and the teacher goes to the board and starts writing down our homework.. This 1500.. 1200.. 1000 word essay crap.. I'm like.. Oookay.. My first TOK class and I have to do whaaaaa? So then I thought, the others might have done this before.. Focus Qydah.. You've got a week.. You can do this..

6 days later.. Here I am.. Microsoft Word wide open.. And what do I have so far..? Nothing.. =D =D =D And now Im thinking.. Prepare to die, Qydah.. Woohoo!! Life is AWESOME!! *high fives everyone in the same TOK class*

Also, I've got my very first Maths test tomorrow.. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @6:42 PM

It's 2:42 am..

I cant be the person you want me to be.. I cant be there for you like I used to.. I cant give you the attention you need anymore.. I just cant.. Please forgive me, cause I turned out to be such a bitch.. I know you never expected this to happen and for it to happen so sudden.. Gone just like that.. I'm sorry for that, I truly am.. But before you judge me.. Before you say how a horrible, mean, cruel person I am.. Think of what you've done to me 2 years ago.. You've pretty much ruined things in the beginning.. I'm sorry for bringing back the past.. But it's true.. You've done worse but I wont mention it here.. And now.. No matter how you compare me to the others, no matter how you say I cant keep my word, no matter how you try to bring me down.. I'm still sticking to what I think is best.. Best for the both of us.. This is me saying goodbye.. If you still don't get it, this is for closure..


and to you, you are sooo oblivious..

This is all pretty overwhelming.. Aha..

Im going to continue doing my research now.. Else them lot would kill me.. =/

Saturday, January 19, 2008 @4:28 PM

It's 12:30am and I'm supposed to be in bed by now.. But I cant really sleep.. So, I'll just update cause I doubt I'd blog later.. So yeah.. Qydah is thoughtful, no? Riight~

Aiman's got a blog.. Whee.. Haha.. =P

Damn.. Im freaking tired.. I woke up at 6 am yesterday.. Six!! On a Saturday.. Like, wth? Haha.. Although I slept at 9 the previous night.. But yeah.. Six.. 0_o haha.. Went back to sleep for about an hour plus? I dont know.. Went to the hospital in the afternoon before 3.. stayed there till like 10 plus.

Multi-tasking! =D Was on the phone, listening to my iPod and posing at the same time.. I'm awesome, no? HAHA!

I met up with them De'LeLes when I went out for dinner.. Went to the mall for less than an hour.. I had to rush, berabisly! (Though I did meet quite alot of people.. Including Amelia.. =P) I updated the girls with what has been going on lately and stuff.. I miss them.. =( They had quite a huge reaction just now when I told them something.. Was pretty funny.. Haha.. XP

Carmen~
Laura~
Rachel~
Qeelah~

Sorry for the bad quality pictures.. My phone's camera sucks bawls~ It does.. Though the phone may be awesome.. But the camera's just... Really disappointing..

Oh! I just knew that advice (with a 'c') is used when you're receiving an.. um.. advice? And advise (with an 's') is used when you're giving an.. advice? I'm still confused though.. Haha..


The house feels empty tonight.. Mum and Arif are not around..

P/s: Free Period photos available in Amelia's blog.. Although I'm not in it.. *glares* but yeah.. =)

I'm sorry.. Be mature about this and accept the fact..

Friday, January 18, 2008 @10:48 AM

It's the weekend, yet again.. Time seems to travel fast.. haha..

So anyways, I've heard that the 'O' Level results are coming out on the 21st.. But OFFICIALLY coming out a week later? I dont know.. Im not sure.. I dont really care though.. Haha..

I think Mr. *inserts name* wrote my name for the tyre swimming thingy.. Damn.. I dont wanna do it.. =\ Hopefully he didnt write it down.. haha..

My free period was not so much of a free period.. Freaking hell.. I had to do my IT.. and I saw that the other year 12 students were having fun.. I was like complaining to Raudhah bout it.. haha.. Which reminds me.. Who should I vote for presidency? haha.. The only people that told me to vote for them were Omar and Nick.. So.. hmm?

I might be meeting the LeLes tomorrow.. Hopefully, if all of us kana suruh.. Though I've got quite alot of homeworks to do.. So we'll see.. aha..

Im sorry.. I know I've been saying that like a hundred times.. But I really am..

Thursday, January 17, 2008 @8:49 AM

I'm updating early cause I've got homework to do.. The flight simulator thingy was awesome! Though the briefing was pretty ass-soring and I didn't get to fly the simulator but still, awesome! =) I didnt take any pictures.. But the others did so I might ask from them if I actually need them.. Haha.. I stayed back with Naj, Jen, Amelia and Raudhah for Toddler Group.. But apparently, Raudhah had something else to do.. So it was just us four.. It was pretty fun at first.. But I got exhausted about an hour plus later.. I was freaking sleepy~ -_-



Attending a kid~





Apparently my kid likes books but doesnt know how to read.. So I had to read like more than 5 books to him.. Haha.. Was pretty funny cause he kept asking me questions which I know I'll give the wrong answers to so I end up going like "uhh.. So anyway.. *continues with the story*" I envied Amelia.. Her kid was quite active and did alot of things.. She looked like she was having ALOT of fun.. Hah..

Went home at 5+.. 2 hours later went off again to Dynasty for dad's birthday.. I couldnt keep my eyes open.. Was quite full.. damn.. haha.. Bumped into a few people..





Pictures from Jen;



Group photo with the dancing kids~

Today was quite.. odd.. not going into details about it.. But lets just say, them girls know something now.. aha.. Thanks girls and Aiman.. =) I now have someone to talk to at school..

Hey you, I'm sorry that things are different.. I just don't really know what to do.. We barely talk nowadays.. We dont know what each of us are up to.. We dont talk like we used to.. We seldom see each other.. It's just different.. It changed.. We hafta work this out.. I don't really know how though.. =\

That is all.. =)


Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @11:54 AM

I'm actually free tonight.. Wow.. I've got no homeworks to hand in tomorrow.. Plus we (IT students) will be going to a flight simulator thingy tomorrow so we get to skip a few periods.. Yay~

Yesterday was okay-ish.. Had Malay catch up class after school.. Was boring~ I was supposed to have D&T practical class during lunch but Mr. *inserts name* wasnt around.. So yeah.. We just did our assessment thingy during D&T.. I took more pictures of chairs.. haha.. After that just lazed around in class..

After school was horrible.. I spent my whole afternoon till late night doing my D&T Assessment thingy.. Gosh.. 7 hours just to do 3 papers full of problems and shit.. My printer was being fcuking retarded last night, so it delayed my trip to dream land for about 1-2 hours? I slept at 3 and woke up at 5:30.. And turns out we didnt need to hand in our freaking assessment today.. Awesome much..

School wasnt bad today.. Though I felt quite sleepy.. Haha.. Was pretty fun actually.. Gawd.. I'm still coughing like hell.. OH! Aiman's sick-ish and I think I'm responsible for it.. Haha.. Been saying sorry and 'I feel bad,' to him alot.. Aha..


Pictures (cause I'm in the mood to upload pictures);

First De'LeLes outing~


Empire, baby!


Jennifer, Amelia and me~ (Taken from Amelia's blog)

D&T class~

Me, being bored/vain (whatever) during D&T~


This chair(??) is just awesome! haha..

Damn it.. I just remembered I have Malay to do.. Haha.. Screw that!

Shout out;


HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY DADDYKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 13, 2008 @9:31 AM

So, I've got tons of homeworks.. IT, Business, Maths and D&T, to name a few.. I've done half of my D&T and I've got 3 and a half more to go.. Awesome! Haha..

Yesterday I went out with them 5As.. I arrived before two and head straight to Faceshop to see Carmen! =D I met up with them Aina, Rina, Han Chyi and Bai.. Bai went to the arcade to meet Faisal and Yakim.. Zeera and her friend joined us soon afterwards..


We had lunch at Mr. Pizza.. Nyum.. =D


Our so-called "freestyle" pose..

(Sorry Kim, you didnt upload any other pictures.. So I decided to use the same one as yours.. Haha.. :D)

Aiman decided to join watch the movie with us (me).. Awesome! Watched Penny Dreadful.. GOD! It was bad.. horrible.. DREADFUL!!! =\ Haha.. After watching the movie.. Went to Solitude.. Had a drink and talked.. Lost track of time, as usual.. Bumped into Lisa, Tijah, Afiq and Wafiy.. :D Went home at 6+.. I arrived to an empty house.. No one was home except for Arif..

Today, I woke up at 8! Like, whoah.. Haha.. I wanted to do my homeworks.. But I got too caught up with the guitar and lost track of time (again).. By 11, abang told us we were going to eat lunch out.. We ate lunch at Coffee Zone.. Was good..

Anyways, sorry for not blogging properly today, my mind's not really with me right now.. I really need to get back to my homeworks.. I've got no free time tomorrow since I'll be having my catch up classes.. *sigh*

Shout outs;

Happy Birthday to Aiman (ex-5B SMJA)..


Friday, January 11, 2008 @7:17 AM

So, it has been a week.. I've been asked more than I can count, "How do you find ISB so far..?" and I reply with the same "It's alright," or "It's different,"..

How do I really find it?

I love it when students get the freedom to walk around, use the library/ICT room's computer freely, each student get their log in code/password, IB students get their own common room, IB students get to wear casual clothings (though there is still a dress code to follow), you're not stuck in just ONE class, HANDPHONES are not banned, we can bring our laptops and actually get a connection there.. 0_o, we can listen to our iPods/Mp3 players as loud as we want in class and we dont need to hide it from the teacher (but only when the teacher isnt teaching).. Everyone sits together, it aint separate tables, students actually participate in class.. it's just pretty awesome.. =)

I'm sorry if anything up there was kinda.. "ouch", but I love this school.. =)

There wasnt any electricity at school just now during the 1st period.. It felt different, there was a time where everything was quiet and awkward.. haha.. Had business and IT today.. was okay.. =) During free period, we went to the library.. I brought my camera for my D&T assessment.. I was supposed to take pictures of chairs.. I lost track of time and only took a few.. I couldnt take any pictures with anyone caus everyone was busy doing their homeworks and all.. Pfft.. So I took pics of other things..

Raudhah taking a picture of me while I was taking a picture of her..


Raudhah, Najihah, Amelia's hand and Aiman(in white) at the background..
Our things.. Messy, no? Haha..

Amelia's pencil case.. (C'mon I was bored!)

My folder containing my timetable and other bunch of papers~

These are what I manage to take:

Library's


The bench where we usually sit during break/lunch..

It's always filled with the year 12 students (only).. haha..

The blue benches~

Cafeteria's chair


We stopped by the cafeteria.. We, well Raudhah, was hungry..

Today's menu.. (Yes, nothing's a dollar! =\)

Hall's bench..

Primary's benches..

Yes, there is a shelf above the bench.. Haha

That's pretty much it.. Tomorrow, InsyAllah, if I'm well, I'll be watching a movie with them 5As.. Gosh, I miss them so~ =(


Wednesday, January 9, 2008 @1:22 PM

I'm sick.. Awesome!!!!!............. Pfft.. Yeah right.. This sucks.. Though I'm feeling way better than how I felt in school tadi.. Haha.. 'twas horrible.. I kept coughing and sniffing like mad! Haha.. I almost actually lost my voice a few nights ago.. 'twas scary.. But I managed to get it back a few minutes later.. A few hours ago, I almost lost my voice again.. I was talking like normal, then my voice became softer and softer.. Like whoah.. Haha.. Think it was cause I was told to read something for Malay AND English.. D'oh! Out of all the days, it had to be today.. haha.. My voice was sexy to the max.. 'twas irresistable so maybe that's why I got picked.. Plus, aku AWESOME.. Oookay.. Maybe I took more panadols than I needed.. haha..

School's been good to me.. Except for the homeworks and catch up works.. =\ *siiigh* Qydah's regretting not going to ISB in November.. Haha.. Yesterday sucked a lot.. It was raining when I got to school, I was almost late.. I was feeling under the weather.. Had homework to do.. Did it when I came back from school till night.. And I was too sick, so I had to sleep at like 9? Haha..

Today was better, although I felt worse, but yeah.. Classes wasnt that much.. Malay, ITGS and English.. Watched A Doll's House during the second period of English.. After reading it.. haha.. Also had D&T.. But the teacher said he'd only be teaching the Higher Level students.. So the standard level students stayed in the other room.. Me, Najihah and Angel walked around the school.. 'twas good..

My Monday will totally suck as my lunch time will be occupied with D&T catch up practical classes and after school will be filled with Malay catch up class.. *sigh* Fun~

I feel bad..

Shout outs;

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1429!

p/s: IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Monday, January 7, 2008 @7:32 AM

I am mentally and physically exhausted.. Although I dont think I should be as it has only been 3 days of going to school.. *sigh* I'm having a headache and a sore throat.. Hah..

I'm just so tiiiiiiiiired.. I'm supposed to go for Athir's Birthday Dinner thingy tonight.. But I'm not sure if I'm able to go.. Since it's a school night, I have homeworks and I'm on the verge of becoming sick.

ITGS, Business Management, Maths and D&T was what I had today.. Today I felt sooo.. I dont know.. I wasnt really concentrating.. Was feeling tired, sleepy, sick.. On the plus side, I've got friends.. =D Jennifer, Amelia, Raudhah, Chloe, Aiman and Najihah.. Whee~ You guys rawk~ Aiman's great.. he's been helping me out.. like, alot! =) Oh, oh.. And I received the letter thingy concerning the KK trip.. Yay-ness!

Oh, I went out yesterday with Faiq, although I had lack of driver, was sleepy and had a sore throat, I was still able to make it.. We watched The Game Plan.. It was nice and sweet.. I wanted to cry actually.. Haha.. Yesterday was our one month of being together.. So, happy one month, boyfriend. I'm sorry for letting you down these past few days.. =( I'm trying..

Shout outs;
Happy (19th issit..? Whoah~) Birthday to Athir..

Friday, January 4, 2008 @8:16 AM

I slept for less than an hour last night.. I had waaaay too much in my mind.. =S Which is like, 5 hours of sleep within 2 days? Haha.. Awesome much..

My second day at school was awesome.. I mean, half day plus free period! whoo!! \m/ I have to admit, them people I hung out with during free period are awesome.. =p

Anyways I'm half way to settling in ISB.. Some documents are still needed.. Hmm.. my form group is 12I.1.. Surprise, surprise.. Aiman, Chloe and Adam were in it.. Awesome much.. Owh my subjects are:
English - Higher Level
Malay - Higher Level
ITGS - Higher Level
Design&Technology - Standard Level
Maths - Standard Level
Business Management - Standard Level

Now, now.. I know it may look pretty risky since I havent done 3 of the subjects before.. But we'll see if I'm able to cope with it~

p/s: Everything changes now.. but I'm trying my best to keep you in my life..

Thursday, January 3, 2008 @7:49 AM

So, this woman slapped me on the face to wake me up.. Telling me I received this "anonymous" phone call this morning. It went like this:

Caller: Oi! Get your lazy ass up now!! Take your damn shower and meet me here.
Me(being half asleep and couldnt comprehend a single word he said): Huh?? I thought you said tomorrow..
Caller: Madapaka! Meet me now! You better paking be here before 9:35am.

I thought to myself 'What the hell, it was 9!!' So I quickly got off 'bed' and changed.

Upon arriving at my destination, I realised I had different pair of shoes on, my hair was freaking messy and I forgotten to brush my teeth. So you can imagine how ridiculous I looked.. I saw my caller.. My heart beated faster and faster. I went up to him and he pulled me by the arm and pushed me into this little room. Not long after that, a tall man came into the room and started saying all these crap to me. I was freaking nervous! I couldnt even get a word he was saying.

A while later, the tall guy took me away from the first guy and started to bring me to these odd places I've never seen before. He sent me to this room containing about 12, 13 people? They all looked at me as if I were insane! When I started to speak, I stuttered. Everyone in the room laughed at me hysterically! When trying to get to a seat, I fell and chipped my front tooth! Whoah.. Talk about bad luck eyh? Everyone bullied me. I became the loner. And on my first day of school.

Anyways, I'm terribly sorry. Cause everything I said above was crap - untrue. But yeah, I started school today. Heh.. Unexpected really.. I slept before 5 on that very morning after I got off the phone with si Boyfriend. And woke up about 4 hours later knowing I was going to school. So you can imagine how bangang I was. I made quite a number of new friends and I saw one of my seniors from SMJA dulu. Heh. She still recognised me. I only went for two classes today, and it was totally different from SMJA.. When I say totally, I mean TOTALLY! haha.. Other than me, there was another new student tadi. Aha.. I was err.. quiet? hahah.. Yeah yeah.. New student bah.. =p

But yeah, to sum it up, school was great.. =)

Wednesday, January 2, 2008 @4:43 PM

So I went out with si Boyfriend tadi.. We had fun.. Watched National Treasure 2.. Was quite nice.. =) The Mall was empty.. Well not empty lah, just quieter than usual..

Owh! Owh! Turns out I wont be going to school later (Thursday). I might be going on Friday.. I said to my dad, "Monday saja lah, alang2 jua tu." And he gave this kinda angry "EH!" So I quickly went, "Hehe.. Nada deh." Haha..

Was checking friendster a while ago and got a message from si Carmen and a comment from si Laura.. and I realised I didnt get to wish my LeLes with a proper greeting on new years.. So here it goes (I know it's abit delayed but what the hell)..

Happy New Years Bebehs! Once again, we couldnt celebrate new years together like we planned to.. No biggie.. Aha.. 2 years being with you girls.. We did lots and now.. we wont get to see each other every morning anymore like we used to.. We wont get to piss each other off.. Make fun of each other.. Have silly fights with each other.. Talk loudly in class.. And diss the people we dislike on a regular basis.. *sigh* 'twas fun times.. =') We're moving forward now.. Thanks for always being there for me during my ups and downs.. Remember our plan.. Meet atleast once a month, yes? Dont screw me over bitches.. =p Haha.. I love you girls! *hugs* =)



Earlier times of the LeLes

Rehearsal for National Day 2006

Girls, remember this?!?!?! Hahaha..


When the girls decided to join them Poklens..


Deto Party yaw..



Who would've thought that we'd win?

Raya 06 at west street.. haha.. =D


Rach's Sweet 16..


Rach's Sour 17.. xp


The BBQ~



The Sleepover~


Just another Saturday night..



I find these four pictures funny~ It's like opposite.. Me&Carmen with Laura&Rachel.. haha..




These five pun cali~

First there were 4~

Then Qydah came to the front..

Then Laura wanted to fall along with Rachel~

Then Carmen pushed Qydah~

And we all fell down~


Girls gone wild~ First night of freedom after the O levels!

De'LeLes Party~

Most recent pic of LeLes~

Sorry.. Got a little carried away with the pictures.. Haha.. What I'm implying is that I love you girls.. =)

Shout out;
Happy belated birthday Sharon! Happy belated birthday Sidek!

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Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
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