Hey guys.. I'm in London now.. Arrived here at like.. 7am UK time.. So that's like.. 2pm Brunei? I know it says it's 3:45am right now but that's cause I can't be bothered to change the time on my laptop yet.. I'll be heading to Leicester tomorrow morning.. Wheee! Exciting! =D

Anyway.. Thanks to the girls (Carmen, Laura & Rachel) who spent the last night with me.. Thanks to you guys who came for my open house (Hakim, Bai, Bazli, Isa, Nick, Adib, Hadi & Faz, Liyana & sisters) and to the airport (Dinesh, Chloe, Marcus, Sharon, Bai, Bazli, Ka Lela, Abg Remi, Hakim, Carmen, Laura, Rachel, Wafiy, Hadi, Liyana, Adi, Nazri, Faiq, Naasir, Adib, Isa, Nick&Siobhan, Wan and Najihah) to see me off.. I didn't expect that much to come.. But you did.. hehe.. I seriously felt loved that night.. =) Thanks to those who gave me leaving presents&letters.. I cant believe that you guys went through all that trouble for me.. Means alot.. Lol.. =) I love you guys.. I miss you already! =(

Pictures will be uploaded soon..
Emails will be coming some of your way soon..
Will reply few of your textes as soon as I get a line here..

Btw, I really totally absolutely incredibly extremely looooveeeee my bestfriends!!! hehe.. =)

Today, I am leaving.. The day has finally arrived.. The day, which, I've been longing for since.. God knows when.. The day that I leave to UK.. =)

So, when I'm gone.. Don't forget me.. Just remember that I love you all.. And that you guys have been the bestest ever.. Sorry if I didn't manage to meet some of you guys before I leave.. But hey, there's always next summer.. =)

Anyway, I'll keep updating..

Until then, keep in touch..
I'll be here..
Just.. at the other side of the world..

xoxo
♥Qydah

HAPPY RAYA ALLLLL!!!

My bestfriends are sleeping over tonight and I had a good family time today.. Good day.. =)

I'm leaving tomorrow.. =( sigh..

Loves ♥

ONE

Adam left today.. =( Okay not really '=(' for me but freakinbg fag didnt wanna give me a hug.. pfft.. hahaha..

I only have two days left.. =(

Selamat Hari Raya Guys! I don't really feel it.. What with nini gone and me leaving? hmm.. =(

Loves ♥

TWO

So before it reaches 12, imma blog about my day..

Mummy told me to wake up super early today cause we had some errands to run.. So, I set my alarm clock at 7.. and being the sleepy head I am, absent-mindedly clicked the snooze button hoping that mum would just be the one to wake me up.. But.. the next time I woke up.. it was 10! I'm like whuuuuuuut.. -_- I panicked but then my mum called me up saying change of plans.. so yes.. I decided to pack but aunty norrrrrrr.. asked me to bring her out so that she can shop for her personal stuff.. I'm like yeah okay fine thinking i'd just take half an hour or something.. BUT NOOOOO.. took her friggin 1 hour and 30.. -_- it was raining like towards the end and I was pissed off.. -_- the inside of my car got so soaked.. pffffft.. but yeah.. whatever.. so on the way home right, when I was undertaking.. I didn't see this pot hole.. So I drove over it and My front left tyre went in really deep.. AND LIKE SHIT! The tyre picked up crap and loads of grass.. I had to clean it up under the rain as soon as I got home cause it was fucking disgusting.. ahah..

So as soon as I got the car clean.. Off I went to pack my bags.. Well, more like aunty nor lah.. hahaha.. But yeah.. I'm done packing my clothes.. just a few more other stuff that I need to bring.. SO! While I was packing right.. My mum called me at 1:30 saying that I needed to meet her at MOE to send in this form.. SO.. Yes.. Got dressed which took 5 minutes.. drove in the rain which slowed it down to 20 minutes.. and then I went into the wrong junction which took up 2 minutes.. and soooo.. I didn't get there in time.. -_- so yes.. Was rather disappointed.. But iunno.. sighh..

Anyways, in the late afternoon I went off to Raudhah's house to hangout with her for the last time with Naj and I think the three of us knew what happened there.. hehe.. =P Hmm.. We had takeaway from Jolibee which took ages to get.. 5 minutes my ass lahhh.. took more like 20 minutes.. ughhh.. Sucha stressful day.. lol.. So anyways, last minutely I decided to go to Gadong since I dubbed today as my last day out so I took it all the way.. Haha.. Met up with Adi (FINALLY!) and we went driving all around Brunei Muara.. Well.. kinda.. not really.. but still.. It was good.. Such a good way to end my last night out.. By seeing Brunei for the last time.. aha..

So yes.. to sum it all up.. I really had a good last day out.. =) Thanks to them lovely people♥!

Tomorrow then!

Loves ♥

THREE

So.. today was such a tiring day.. Had to wake up at freaking 7 just so that I could go pick up my parents who were at NBT.. -_- wow.. I've officially become the family's driver.. LOL.. So yeah.. off to kubur we went and there were loaaaaaaaaaads of people.. Like.. whoahhh.. (yeah, cause 'whoah' can describe ANYTHING!) I couldn't stay awake though.. =( So anyways.. went of to pasar after and had to go back to NBT to pick up the car.. Drove home.. I was soooo sleepy.. =( kesian qydah.. haha..

Anyways, came back home and fell asleep till like 4..? took a shower and just started doing random stuff online... My door was open so I heard my dad say 'hi' to someone.. I thought it was just a cousin or something but thennnnnnn.. JENGJENGJENG.. Carmen came into my room and I was like..... *registering*... :O :O :O hahahaha.. slow much? so yeah.. She came over to surprise me with Bai and Kim.. Lol.. was a good one.. =P too bad I had to leave like 15 minutes after though.. =( But thanks guys.. =) appreciate it.. really.. no sarcasm intended.. hahahha.. =P

Went to Jerudong for my last tahlil.. So saaad.. everyone's like.. oh when're you leaving? oh UK? youre not gonna be with your mum anymore.. you have to learn to be independent.. and balbalablabla.. -_- haha.. everyone from my dad's side knows how I'm like practically glued to my motherrr.. haha.. oh wells.. Might as well make the best of it.. hehe..

BAH.. I guess that's it..

Till tomorrow..

Loves ♥

FOUR!

So.. I woke up super duper early today.. 9 oclock maynnnnn.. OKAY.. Maybe not super duper early but.. Early for me okayyy.. Had to go to my brother's to look after his house while these people were fixing the curtains.. After that I had to go get my tooth filled.. Haha.. It took sooo long just to have a tooth filled caused apparently.. I couldnt be numbed.. Because my 'wiring' was screwed up! lol.. Can you believe it? The dentist wanted to numb my lower lip.. So he gave me anaesthetic.. And it only numbed my cheek area.. He gave me another one.. And it numbed my UPPER LIP AND NOSE.. But he continued with the drilling anyways.. After a while.. I could feel the pain.. So he gave me ANOTHER shot.. And that numbed the area below my eye.. and he's like.. Okay.. that's rare.. we dont use 3 shots for teeth filling and it doesnt happen often that your lower lip isnt numb.. hahaha.. So he went to ask his colleage and he too didnt know what to do.. He only left with a 'goodluck!'.. HAHAHAHAHA.. funny.. But it was alright.. I liked feeling numb.. Eventhough the first injection hurt.. But yeah.. it was good.. hahaha.. so now my tooth is fixed with metal filling thingo.. lol..

Anyways.. had plans for sungkai.. So went out expecting to have PEOPLE meet me.. =) =) But oh wells.. You never know what to expect even from the people you trust the most.. Heh.. But iunno.. I'll get over it.. Its just that I only have 5 days.. And I truly wanted to meet them.. even if its because I wanted to save me from something but yeah.. You know.. Meet me.. It's not like I'll be here for long right? But hey.. guys became more important than a friend who's leaving I guess.. HEEHEE! I really thought I was gonna meet them.. But hey.. what to do.. its over.. And heh.. Thanks for laughing at me when I was feeling uncomfortable guys.. Thanks for having my back.. Appreciate it.. MUCH LOVE..

Who can sense the sarcasm in that? I CAN! :D ha-ha..

Whatever.. I'll get over it..

Loves ♥

FIVE

HELLO YELLOW MELLOW WELLO JELLO! :D

Sucha semi-tiring day today.. Had to send in a form to MOE, went to Huaho to buy food to bring to UK, went for Sungkai at Empire with Adam, Adib, Akmal, Aiman, Fauzi, Mark and See Kyeong.. and watched the Ugly Truth with si faiq =P.. Sungkai was good.. we surprised Akmal with a cake.. :D The movie was totally typical though.. haha.. But hey.. I always love a good chick flick.. =P (That IS a chick flick right? =\) and.. I reached home from Empire at record time! 20 minutesss.. waheyyyy.. =D

I have not continued packing and I'm leaving in 6 days!!! Shit.. -_- I'm gonna be filling in 2 bags and half of my brother's.. hahaha.. This is gonna be difficult shit.. Like.. How will I know if I need to bring the stuff or not? And like.. I don't know if I'm capable of leaving anything behind.. haha..

ANYWAYS..

Till tomorrow..

Loves ♥

SIX

Soooooo.. =)

Yesterday was a day well spent with my magic beans ♥.. was funny.. We went around brunei just to do silly stuff.. hehe.. =) Met up at Gadong.. Went to Kiulap for the guys haircut and I went to huaho to stock up shit for UK.. hehe! Was funny at the barber shop.. =) just drove around after that and Carmen took my passport photo.. then Kim and Bai wanted one two.. So yeah.. later on they decided to get their passport photos printed.. HAHAHAHA! cute kali ahhh.. =P Stadium after that and they boys were being mean to me.. =( but its okay.. I know they love me! hehe.. pictures in facebook!

Anyway.. I started packing today.. And I found a whole bunch of stuff that I haven't seen in a while.. Brings back fucking loads of memories.. =( No.. Im not gonna cry....... yet.. =(

Blank..

So till tomorrow..

Loves ♥

SEVEN

I knew that one day.. Someone was gonna be able to read right through me.. I just didnt think that I was THAT transparent.. I just thought that.. Having only 8 days left.. I could just run loose.. have fun.. be wild.. Guess that went down the drain.. =( So did my plan of making amends before I leave..

forgive me..

Loves ♥

EIGHT

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

So, my weekend was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. Thanks to my besties, Naj&Dhah, magic beans and a few others.. ♥

Spent my Saturday with Najihah.. Went to Raudhah's place to visit her.. We got lost! -_-" okay.. not lost.. just that Raudhah confused us SOOOOO MUCH! hahaha.. she gave us the wrong directions.. pfft.. Anyway, after thaaat.. We went to see Shim off.. Was kinda sad to see the couple(Vivian&Shim) separate.. Gosh.. =\ Last time I went to the airport was when Sho left and that sucked.. So yes.. I know how they feel.. =( Had a late sungkai with Naj at fratinis after.. Was good.. =) Met up with my MAGIC BEANS after dinner.. Had coffee bean.. nyum! =D

Carmen and I apparently can no longer read each others mind.. =( it's like we lost our telepathy cause I'm leaving.. LOL! So yes.. Last night Carmen and I were discussing our meeting point and time this morning.. Not only did she get the place wrong.. She also got the time wrong.. So I had to leave the house an hour early than planned, unshowered and without emptying my tank.. hmph.. So yes.. haha.. After showering and stuff.. Rushed off to the airport to see Amelia off (That's another one goneeee.. =\) And went off to Kiulap&Gadong to find some stuff after.. Went home to rest for abit and off we went to Empire.. =D had fun lah.. hehe..

Anyways.. pictures in facebook.. check it out..

Loves ♥

NINE!

HELLO READERS! (HAHAHAHA.. yeah right Qydah.. readers? pfft)

Anyway.. I've decided to blog everyday till the day I leave.. Thoughtful am I not? haha.. So.. Lately I've just been busy getting ready for Uni.. You know.. Visa, medical check (pooping peeing and all that.. ;p), buying stuff to bring etc etc etc.. Also, I've been having quite a few gatherings with people who I've not met in so long.. Atleast I get to meet them once before I leave right? =) I wanna leave with no regrets..

I've been having mixed feelings about leaving.. You know.. Like for a couple of days, I've been sad out of my mind.. But other days, I'm excited like shit.. So yeah.. Iunno.. I hope it'll be good.. I'll definitely miss everyone though..

Shim's leaving today.. And Amelia tomorrow.. the UK-ers are starting to leave now.. And by the end of this month, most, if not all, of us will be goneee.. =( Sigh..

Anyways, till tomorrow..

Loves ♥

TEN

090909

hehehehehehehehehehehe.. =D

Don't mind me.. I'm just really excited about the date..

Actually, I don't know why I'm excited.. It means I've only got 13 days left here.. =( sad sad sad..

OH! I drove the lexus just now.. FINALLY! lol..

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Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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