(Wow.. I havent done this in awhile.. sorry in advanced for the lousyness!)
So.. I'm in bed.. with my laptop.. in the dark.. It's 4:30am and I can't sleep.. I'm always like this when I think or worry too much before I go to bed.. You may ask, what in the world would I be thinking about? I've got everything I need and bladiblablabla..
Well, I've already got a coupla things off my mind by talking it out with someone and also by sending a shitass long message to Sho.. that always makes me feel so much better.. But still...... Iunno man.. Things just get to me so easily.. I guess I'm a loser like that.. Like after I stop thinking about one thing.. Another thing comes up.. And I have to go through all these shit again.. It's a vicious cycle really..
*Qydah breaks out into a song* It's like this (this).. It's like that (tha--
Anywaysss.. you know where you feel like youre having a lazy Sunday.. Waking up late.. Staying in your PJs till late afternoon.. etc etc etc.. Well.. You know what I think? I think that I have waaay too much free time in my hands that I've been having lazy Sunday EVERfreakingDAY.. haha.. Okay.. No.. I exaggerated.. I actually just had a lazy Sunday on a Wednesday.. Now aint that bizzare? okay.. no.. I dont know what's wrong with me.. I think it's cause I cant freaking sleep! I was sooo sleepy just now.. I was ready to sleep.. but dont you get that feeling that where you're about to sleep but then realised that you had one last time to do.. and it couldnt wait.. so you got out of bed to do it only to realise that you no longer feel sleepy.. feck that mannnn..
It's Thursday now.. So this is the one week mark of Sho being away.. Whoah.. I reckon that felt SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER slow.. I remember us talking bout him leaving 2 weeks before his leaving date.. Boy, did that 2 weeks went by fast.. Thats no fair.. =( whyyyy?? gosh.. Everyone's leaving Brunei and it feels like.. No ones here anymore.. our year's losing people by the secondddd.. whyyy? Why do they have to leave me at a time like this?? At my time of need.. Goshh..
No, im kidding.. Im not that selfish..
Anyways.. I wonder if my parents will let me drive on my own anytime soon.. It'd be totally awesome if they would.. People's houses would be my main target.. MOON! LAURA! NAJ! Watch outttt.. hee hee hee..
Later today, I vow to get off my ass and get something done.. (most likely some uni preps.. pfft)HEEE.. GUYS GUYS! IN 2 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can smell the freedom already.. hewhewhew.. =P
I think me needs a Shotaro Nakagun.. Any idea where in Brunei I can get one? =O
I wish I could teleport.. =(