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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @3:59 PM

[It's a post-dated post! =O]

I remember starting this blog late December last year.. And before you know it, it’s the end of THIS year.. A LOT has happened that I couldn’t have imagined.. Stuff that I least expected.. I’ve experienced one of the most frightening things I know.. Starting a new school without friends.. It’s like.. going to form 1 all over again.. You don’t know anyone.. But that was better cause EVERYONE was new.. When I stepped into ISB, I was known as “the new girl”.. That ended after a term or so.. This year has been the most.. productive I reckon.. Made LOADS of new friends.. When I say LOADS.. I mean LOAAAADSS.. haha.. I’ve also reconnected a long lost friendship with Najihah! =D Besides that, I’ve also taken up IB.. The hardest thing in my life so far.. I’ve also come to loveee kids (in an appropriate amount lah.. =P) thanks to CAS especially the Autistic Group, Toddler Group etc. I’ve been in ISB for a year already.. And I love ittt.. I’m actually friends with a German, a Japanese, a couple of Koreans, a couple of Australians and an Adam.. =P HAHA.. and others lah.. I’ve seriously experienced sooo much within this year which I never would have experienced if I went to a different school or crowd.. So I’m kinda thankful for IB.. (WHOAH.. Did I just say that?! =O) and like.. Adam said, without IB, I don’t think I would’ve met Isa.. true, no? haha.. This would’ve been my best year if it weren’t for IB being so stressful.. Aha.. I’ve learnt to be independent! In SMJA, I could never walk alone.. To the toilet, library, staffroom.. anywhere.. I always had someone beside me.. But ISB changed me.. I don’t depend on people to babysit me anymore.. I can do stuff by myself.. Teehee.. I admit, at first I was freaked out to do stuff alone.. But not anymoreee.. And also, KK!! Made me feel what it’s like to be out of the country without family..

Hmm.. What else... OH! I’ve got my first and actual surprise this year.. And it wasnt once, nor twice but three times! I love you guys.. =’) Thanks so much for that..

I’m also grateful that this year, I’m still in contact with the bestfriends♥ and I hope next year we’ll still be in contact.. I love those girls loads.. And I know that they love me too.. am I right or AM I RIGHT? =P

Warning: This is where it starts to get lovey dovey.. So you can skip if you want.. Aha..

But one of the things that I'm most thankful for is that 2008 opened my eyes.. About love and all.. Like I started out the year being an inconsiderate, insensitive, “can get whatever she wants and get away with it” girl.. But things changed when I got with Isa.. I think I've become less of a bitch when I'm mad.. I THINK I became less selfish? haha.. I've also learnt to not be raging mad at those little stuff.. I’ve learnt that both sides need to sacrifice.. I’ve always thought the guy was the one who had to do all the sacrificing.. Heck, ever since I could remember.. that’s what all the guys I’ve been with have ever done for me.. All I had to do was just give them my attention.. But I guess that was me taking advantage of them.. I began to think more maturely and not make rash decisions.. Well, most of the time.. hee.. I've experienced all these real dates with Isa.. And believe me when I say this, he's the one I'm most comfortable with.. yes, I found love again.. =) Although I didn’t start the year out with him.. (Who would've thought that the both of us would end up together..? Like really.. haha.. I've always thought that he was too hot for me.. haha.. true story! =P) But I’m ending it and starting the new year with him.. =) Thanks 2008.. And booboo, I hope you know that I still love you.. 6 months and still counting! ;)

Lovey dovey ends here..

Anyway, below are photos of the most memorable, most awesome, funniest, etc etc etc events that happened this year..


Autistic Group.. Where I got to know....


Raiyan! =D


Prize giving thingy..
Me and Carmen (a year before the picture was taken): wouldnt it be cool if we got 8O's and we get to go up there and receive money!! haha.. =P


First surprise by... yeah.. =) - My birthday


Second surprise by the ex-5As!.. =) - a day after my birthday..


Third surprise by them ISB friends.. =) - a week after my birthday


KK trip!!!!!! Where I got to experience all loads of scary shit.. Being independent, sleeping in the jungle, water rafting, mountain biking etc..


Happy dean to school.. We were too lazy to walk back so 13 of us had to squeeze into a car..


Group 4.. Was dead tired!! -_-


totally random.. Shortest to tallest..


UAM.. where we had one of our many 'firsts'.. ;)


2nd last day of year 12..


Mr. Powell.. Criteria~


NAJIIIIIIHAH!!! ♥ she makes going to school bearable.. =)


Sunday Splash.. LOVE IT!


Isa's surprise party.. =) I like this picture.. heehee..


Rachel's birthday dinner.. We successfully made Rachel cryyyy!! haha.. =P


First tanglong thingy I went to.. Crowded, sweaty, smelly yet twas fun.. =)


*inserts Quadruple date picture* @#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@ WHY NO PICTURE OF THIS?!?! >=( Anyway, another one of our many 'firsts' happened.. ;)


Melbourne with Mummy!!♥ Was freaking cold.. But it was fun.. Just me and mummy.. And Arif.. And Steph.. lol..


Sungkai at Naj's.. Did someone fart that night? HAHA.. =P


Sungkai+birthday "surprise" gathering at Abhar's.. CCTVs? Hmmm.. But yes, this was fun.. I got to know them better that night.. =D



RAYA 2008 - The BEST raya.. =D

Raya with the family

Raya with the boyfriend

Raya (more like dinner) with the bestfriends

Raya with the friends

AND I GOT MY FAVOURITE PICTUREE! =D

Last sleepover.. Baked cookies.. Baked cupcakes.. Karaoke-d.. Talked till the break of dawn.. haha..


Rach's last night.. Started out as a quiet evening in with the bestfriends then turned out to be a late dinner at midnight at TK with Rach's gang..


Rach's last day.. lol.. We made a freaaaking mess at DQ.. Issit spit balls or something?


International Day.. Haunted house.. I literally lost my voice at the end of the day.. but it was sooo worth it.. hahah..


With my favourite singer during Singing Bees Finals.. ;)


HMS Pinaforeeee~ Hours of rehearsals paid off.. And thanks to this I finished my creativity hours!! yay!


6th Month Date ♥ I couldn't ask for a better date (applies to both the person and the actual date).. =)

Actually, come to think of it.. I don't want 2008 to be over.. =( What with the exams coming and all.. -_- But then I'm soooo looking forward to turning 18! Yay for legality (Is that even right?? haha..) in 87 days! =D

Anyway, new years resolution would be................... Nah, I've stopped making them ever since I realised I was shit at keeping it.. haha..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! =D

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