[It's a post-dated post! =O]
I remember starting this blog late December last year.. And before you know it, it’s the end of THIS year.. A LOT has happened that I couldn’t have imagined.. Stuff that I least expected.. I’ve experienced one of the most frightening things I know.. Starting a new school without friends.. It’s like.. going to form 1 all over again.. You don’t know anyone.. But that was better cause EVERYONE was new.. When I stepped into ISB, I was known as “the new girl”.. That ended after a term or so.. This year has been the most.. productive I reckon.. Made LOADS of new friends.. When I say LOADS.. I mean LOAAAADSS.. haha.. I’ve also reconnected a long lost friendship with Najihah! =D Besides that, I’ve also taken up IB.. The hardest thing in my life so far.. I’ve also come to loveee kids (in an appropriate amount lah.. =P) thanks to CAS especially the Autistic Group, Toddler Group etc. I’ve been in ISB for a year already.. And I love ittt.. I’m actually friends with a German, a Japanese, a couple of Koreans, a couple of Australians and an Adam.. =P HAHA.. and others lah.. I’ve seriously experienced sooo much within this year which I never would have experienced if I went to a different school or crowd.. So I’m kinda thankful for IB.. (WHOAH.. Did I just say that?! =O) and like.. Adam said, without IB, I don’t think I would’ve met Isa.. true, no? haha.. This would’ve been my best year if it weren’t for IB being so stressful.. Aha.. I’ve learnt to be independent! In SMJA, I could never walk alone.. To the toilet, library, staffroom.. anywhere.. I always had someone beside me.. But ISB changed me.. I don’t depend on people to babysit me anymore.. I can do stuff by myself.. Teehee.. I admit, at first I was freaked out to do stuff alone.. But not anymoreee.. And also, KK!! Made me feel what it’s like to be out of the country without family..
Hmm.. What else... OH! I’ve got my first and actual surprise this year.. And it wasnt once, nor twice but three times! I love you guys.. =’) Thanks so much for that..
I’m also grateful that this year, I’m still in contact with the bestfriends♥ and I hope next year we’ll still be in contact.. I love those girls loads.. And I know that they love me too.. am I right or AM I RIGHT? =P
Warning: This is where it starts to get lovey dovey.. So you can skip if you want.. Aha..
But one of the things that I'm most thankful for is that 2008 opened my eyes.. About love and all.. Like I started out the year being an inconsiderate, insensitive, “can get whatever she wants and get away with it” girl.. But things changed when I got with Isa.. I think I've become less of a bitch when I'm mad.. I THINK I became less selfish? haha.. I've also learnt to not be raging mad at those little stuff.. I’ve learnt that both sides need to sacrifice.. I’ve always thought the guy was the one who had to do all the sacrificing.. Heck, ever since I could remember.. that’s what all the guys I’ve been with have ever done for me.. All I had to do was just give them my attention.. But I guess that was me taking advantage of them.. I began to think more maturely and not make rash decisions.. Well, most of the time.. hee.. I've experienced all these real dates with Isa.. And believe me when I say this, he's the one I'm most comfortable with.. yes, I found love again.. =) Although I didn’t start the year out with him.. (Who would've thought that the both of us would end up together..? Like really.. haha.. I've always thought that he was too hot for me.. haha.. true story! =P) But I’m ending it and starting the new year with him.. =) Thanks 2008.. And booboo, I hope you know that I still love you.. 6 months and still counting! ;)
Lovey dovey ends here..
Anyway, below are photos of the most memorable, most awesome, funniest, etc etc etc events that happened this year..
Me and Carmen (a year before the picture was taken): wouldnt it be cool if we got 8O's and we get to go up there and receive money!! haha.. =P
*inserts Quadruple date picture* @#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@ WHY NO PICTURE OF THIS?!?! >=( Anyway, another one of our many 'firsts' happened.. ;)
Avril Lavigne - "Keep Holding On"
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
I am proud to say that this is the first song that I can play on the guitar AND sing at the same time.. Yay me!! =D I could never sing and play.. BUT BUT BUT.. NOW I CAN.. Only with this song though.. but yeah.. haha.. and it's also kinda relevant.. aha.. =D
I'm not ready to let go.. I'm not giving up just yet.. We'll get through this....... right..?
To be living in the moment just seems so.. exhilirating. You know.. To be doing something fun and having no worries. Like a kid - you're living in the moment. You ignore the consequences that you know will definitely come after cause you just want to enjoy every single minute you have. But when that moment's over.. What happens? before it all comes crashing down and.. well, whenrealitykicksin..
forever is a long time.. and sadly, I don't believe in forever.. call me skeptical or whatever.. but
forever, in my opinion, is just a bullshitted word.. a word that should never have been invented.. cause unlike other words such as 'always', forever hurts.. I used to stay away from the words 'promise' and 'forever'.. Promises are always broken.. and forever, is pure bullshit.. like the phrase.. nothing lasts forever.. I'm sorry.. but I'd really appreciate if you tried NOT to change my view on this.. be it my family, bestfriends or boyfriend.. Just let me be.. In my own realistic world..
Sigh..
Do you not get it?
One of my dearest cousin, Kaka Nisah got married recently... Hitched! And it's so surreal.. I just.. I don't know.. I get these flashbacks of how things were like between the three of us (me, ka ness, ka syeedah).. sleepovers and all.. sigh.. =(
Anyways, I've been busy with the wedding.. but that's over now.. soo.. guess im back to bumming around.. err.. I mean.. Studying.. haha.. suree...
Actually, I'm not i the mood to blog.. so maybe next time? =)
I miss booboo.. =(
It's been six months.. =)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO THE BESTFRIEND............................
CARMEN LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
Can you say "legal"??
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU.. eventhough you're in a relationship with Laura now.. pfft.. But whatever.. 8-)
You've been an awesome friend till now.. (Unlike RACHEL and LAURA!!!!! haha.. kidding loves!)
Yeah whatever.. I've said what I wanted to say in the message so yeah..
SMJA would've been hell without you.. I mean you were there right beside me from form 1 to form 5.. Which was wickedly awesome.. because ko cool bah.. =P Eventhough you were sucha nerd back in form 1 and 2.. but I made you coo' so I guess thats why you stuck by me, eh? haha.. Man.. I love how we can talk about all bunch of crap and just laugh it off.. I love how we have soooo many inside jokes such as imitating people.. you know.. HUAHAUHUAHAUHAUHAUHAUA.. =P and like.. Seriously, my life would've been dull without you... I LOVE teasing you... Man.. I just love you for you! Without you, who would I make fun of people with? who would I tease? Who would I be sarcastic to? Who would I be all pretend lovey dovey with? See moon.. you don't know how much you mean to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis muchhh... and I appreciate you sticking by me for 6 years.. and counting.. "Are we gonna lose contact after O levels? hehehehhehe *malu*"
BITCH, cukup sudah ni????? =P
hope you had a blast... *cough*
PROPER UPDATE!!
As some of you may know.. SCHOOL WAS FAAAKING HECTIC.. And I mean it.. I broke down twice in a day.. two days in a row.. That ain't cool.. This term man.. I tell you.. It's hell.. Everything due and shit.. I kinda panicked at first.. then I startedto cool down when TOK, EE, World Lits were due.. weird, no? Naj started to panic during that time.. and I was all cool and was like "Dude, we'll get it done.. We always do.." and yeah.. that's true.. =D
Anyway, other than that.. Pinafore was great.. I mean first night we did alooot of mistakes.. Saturday afternoon went better.. BUT Saturday night was theeee best.. =D Was a full house.. ahah..
Let the pictures do the talking, yes?
Singing Bees Final / End of year social
HMS Pinaforeeee..
Last Dance session for the term..
*inserts video* - sorry.. its not uploading.. :(