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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @2:09 PM

To be living in the moment just seems so.. exhilirating. You know.. To be doing something fun and having no worries. Like a kid - you're living in the moment. You ignore the consequences that you know will definitely come after cause you just want to enjoy every single minute you have. But when that moment's over.. What happens? before it all comes crashing down and.. well, whenrealitykicksin..

forever is a long time.. and sadly, I don't believe in forever.. call me skeptical or whatever.. but
forever, in my opinion, is just a bullshitted word.. a word that should never have been invented.. cause unlike other words such as 'always', forever hurts.. I used to stay away from the words 'promise' and 'forever'.. Promises are always broken.. and forever, is pure bullshit.. like the phrase.. nothing lasts forever.. I'm sorry.. but I'd really appreciate if you tried NOT to change my view on this.. be it my family, bestfriends or boyfriend.. Just let me be.. In my own realistic world..

Sigh..

Do you not get it?

& PROFILE

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.

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. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.

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    Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.

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