I think I'm PMS-ing! But.. me PMS-ing was never a reason for me being so fucking bitchy.. Mood swings was never a problem for me.. So I dont see this as the answer to my question - Why was I so freaking down at the end of the day..?

School's been such a drama lately.. I mean.. Yes.. I'm there for you.. Yes.. I'll be there to cheer you up.. Yes.. I'm here to listen.. Yes.. I can be your shoulder to cry on.. But.. "Why can't we just be a family..?"

Today has been fucking hell for me.. Knowing the dates for our EEs, orals, TOK presentation, major project and shit like that... Just freaks me out....

I cant deal with all of this at once.....

It's days like this when I wish I could just sleep the day away.. keep myself away from reality and maybe have the day go by just a little bit faster..? I dont know..

I think I might just have a meltdown.........

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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