So had a very good day yesterday to make up for my not so very good day on Friday.. heehee.. =)

Went for my first time ever facial with Najihah in the morning.. Hurt like hell I tell ya! I was almost tearing up.. haha.. So that took about.. 2 hours? And after thaaat, off we went to Adam's exhibition thingy at Body Shop.. Donated, took flowers, took pictures and talked to Adam.. Stayed there for quite a while.. Waiting for booboo.. Oh.. which reminds me.. some pictures Adam took from school were there.. Heheh.. =) =)

So anyway.. had lunch.. and some people were checking out someone.. Haha.. I know he's hot.. but I find it rather insulting that she was checking him out while I was right next to him.. pfft.. HAHA.. Okay moving onnn...

Went somewhere after that.. Was fun.. =) heehee.. Everything's good now right..? =) Oh.. Something almost happened yesterday.. You all know that I’m afraid to cross the road right..? It just freaks me out when I’m crossing the road and there are cars approaching at like.. the speed of light! *shudders* Well, now I think I’m afraid of being in cars.. LOL! Okay, exaggerating much.. but I think this puts me off from wanting to drive by myself for the time being.. I literally was shaking my ass off because I was like really freaked out.. lol.

OH OH! When I came home last night and went to my closet, I noticed something unusual with the room.. I then looked at the carpet.. Then the floor.. and to my horror =O =O =O My room got flooded with water!! I ran to my mum! "MUM! MUM! WATER IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!" and she told me to go tell aunty Nor (our maid) "AUNTY NOR! AUNTY NORRR!!!! WATERR!!! MY ROOM!!! BANYAAAAAAAAAAKKK!!!!" Lol... okayy.. I may have exaggerated a wee bit.. But yeah.. water went into my room cause the thingy in my balcony got blocked! -_- stewpitttt..

Okay, my mind just went blank..

Oh you know what, just a thought lah got NOTHING to do with yesterday or anything.. but like.. you invite your friend to this party.. and you know this friend through this person who you were... quite inseperable with.. but now, no longer have any more connections lah.. wouldn't you feel like.. obligated to invite him/her cause you invited his/her close/best friend who you got closer to because of him/her? okay fine, maybe not.. but just invite the person who's like.. erm.. singing in this band or someone who actually invited you to their party? *I'm just saying lah.. NOT finger pointing ANYBODY or anything~ HEEHEE =)* do you sense sarcasm? cause I don't.. =)

As of today, I officially hate Fridays.. >=(

Man.. All this talk about IB.. *shudders* If you want a freaking scholarship go and study instead of blogging about it!! HAHAHA.. KIDDING GUYS.. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.. wink wink.. heheh.. Yes, it IS ridiculous that we need 35 points (!@#$%^&*) to get that scholarship.. !@#$%*&^%$#!#%^&*&^%$#!@%^*(&^%$!@#$*&^%$~!@#(*&%$#@#$)(*&^%$#@@#$%^(*&^%$#@!%^&()(*&^%$

sigh... =(

So, went to see off Faisal few days ago.. The airport was rather packed.. =\ Met up with a few of ex-5As.. Was good.. Haven't seen them in ages.. MY 3 FAVOURITE BOYS WERE THERE!! heheheh.. =D oh.. Also saw people who I didn't wanna see.. You SHOULD know who you are.. But yeah, whatever.. Ada was there too.. She was shocked to find out I'm in ISB.. It's sweet how she worries about me turning into... well, I rather not say.. haha.. Anyways, it was pretty emotional seeing everyone crying.. Well, I didn't cry but like other people did.. I'm jealous.. I want to go.. -_- pfft.. (credits to KamKam for the photos..)

I think I'm PMS-ing! But.. me PMS-ing was never a reason for me being so fucking bitchy.. Mood swings was never a problem for me.. So I dont see this as the answer to my question - Why was I so freaking down at the end of the day..?

School's been such a drama lately.. I mean.. Yes.. I'm there for you.. Yes.. I'll be there to cheer you up.. Yes.. I'm here to listen.. Yes.. I can be your shoulder to cry on.. But.. "Why can't we just be a family..?"

Today has been fucking hell for me.. Knowing the dates for our EEs, orals, TOK presentation, major project and shit like that... Just freaks me out....

I cant deal with all of this at once.....

It's days like this when I wish I could just sleep the day away.. keep myself away from reality and maybe have the day go by just a little bit faster..? I dont know..

I think I might just have a meltdown.........

Normally I wouldn't be bothered to these type of thingies... But since this is my first time being tagged.. why not.. lol

I was tagged by Rasssh..

*state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
*The peoples I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
*No tag back.

1. I get excited over little things easily..
2. Same goes with being sad..
3. I tend to think too much..
4. I don't eat vegetables..
5. I'm afraid of crossing the road alone..
6. I'm too nice sometimes..
7. I can work under pressure..
8. I don't get myself half of the time..
9. I have an evil evil mind.. >=(
10. I am super shy around people I've just met..
11. After being in Melbourne during winter.. I prefer Brunei's weather over winter in Melbourne anyday..
12. I always feel like someone's watching me ONLY when I've made a mistake..
13. According to my boyfriend, I'm rather paranoid..
14. I havent been this... happy..? in so long.. =)
15. It took me 4 hours to complete this..

Tagging: No one.. Or anyone who's bored enough to do this..

First day of school..

First day of being year 13..

First day of being the seniors of the school..




The torture, suffering and other shit like that begins.. TODAY! -_-

and I am not ready..



Was good to see everyone though.. =) Was nice... Good thing we didn't have to do much today.. hee..

Booboo was being.... weird.. Well, according to him.. It's "happy" weird.. haha.. okaaay, whatever you say.. =P

Okay.. Need to go back to mebook.. >=(

School starts tomorrow....

And everyone seems to be panicking.....

Everyones asking what homeworks I have done...

Hahaha...

*an hour and 30 minutes later...*

I just went out with my mum.. lol..

When I came back, I had 10 MSN conversations thingy blinking..

Most of them are my ISB friends..

We're so screwed... -_-

Hey guys, I've started stuff.. But havent finished any.. So we're pretty much in the same boat, yes? haha..

Pfft.. Freaking Naj ditching me on the first day of school... -_-

So what if she got Bs and Cs for her A level.. If you want me to get something as good as that why did you send me to do IB? Why are you making it such a big deal.. A level is nothing compared to IB (Im sorry A level ppl but I'm just.. urggghh..) Seriously.. How can you even say that?? How can you expect me to do better if I'm doing fcking IB?! Fcking IB with 6 fcking subjects.. Fcking IB with CAS, TOK, EE and shit like that.. Fcking IB with 35 points to get a scholarship.. Fcking IB that you only get 4 hours of sleep everynight.. fcking IB with fcking IAs and essays..

8O's still isn't enough for you? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?! If someone else got 8O's you'd be all.. oh wow.. look at that girl.. She got 8O's.. BLABLABLA.. But when I got 8O's you're all.. congratulations.. but that's still not good enough..

Whatever I do.. Whatever I achieve.. Is never good enough for you.. ='( I get the feeling that sometime you wish that you had a smarter girl as your daughter.. I'm heartbroken dad.. I truly am..

OH WHAT?!?! NOW YOU'RE SAYING IM TOO OLD TO BE DOING IB?!?! Just because she finished her A levels at the age of 17??? !@#$%^

Holy shiiit.. Am I pissed off..

It's the 16th.. Where's my boyfriend? No idea.. =(

It's been two months.. =)

IM BACK!!

and I had a haircut.. Teehee.. =D

No pictures.. sorry..

Im tired..

Chatting with Adam at the moment.. and damn, can that boy dream.. =P Jadi ah, Dam? haha..

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm still in Melbourne.. I'm still alive.. I did not freeze to death.. Although it did feel like it for the past few days.. But I survived! TEEHEEE!! =D

So I'll be leaving Melbourne tomorrow night.. Gosh.. So saaaad.. >=( Might not be going online tomorrow night and the next couple of nights.. Dunno..

Luggages are quite heavy.. Not sure if they're overweight.. Have to leave some stuff here... Oh well.. Atleast I've got my new stuff.. Heeeee.. =D

I'm bored.........

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Ooooooh~ I'm being watched! Haha..


I should stop blabbing alot in my posts......


Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..........

I'm still in Brunei time by the way.. haha..

6th August - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG!!! LOVES LOVES! =)

Picture update, yes?

3rd August:


It was fucking freeeziiiing today.. Hence the scarf and gloves.. lol..

I'm still living in Brunei time.. It's almost 2 AM here.. Haha.. But my watch, my phone, my laptop, my blog is still at 11ish.. I was dead tired and sleepy few hours earlier but after I took a power nap.. I'm gooood~ haha..

So the flight to Singapore was okay Ken was on the same plane.. (Coincidentally, we both were on the same plane to Melbourne too.. Lol..) Slept throughtout the whole flight from take off to landing cause I only slept for like what, 2 hours the night before? Haha.. Arrived at Singapore at 2ish and checked in at the Transit Hotel.. Flight to Melbourne was at 9.. So we had time to spare.. Went shopping for winter clothes.. Had some Haagen Dazs and also some Burger King.. Good stuff.. hah.. Flight to Melbourne felt rather long.. Spent about 3-4 hours sleeping.. 2 hours watching a movie and the remaining hour spent reading Oliver Twist.. I got inspired by this teenage guy who was sitting next to me.. He was reading this book.. And he was seriously into it throughout the whole flight.. and I'm like, shit.. =O I should read too.. haha..

Upon reaching the airport at 6am (4am Brunei time), I thought.. Nyeh.. this isn't so cold.. Well, I spoke too soon! When we reached Arif's building, we had to wait for like 15-20 minutes outside because we didn't know which apartment Arif was in and we couldn't contact him cause something was wrong with the network connection or some shit like that.. So I was like fucking freezing.. But I was too excited to even bother.. haha.. So yes, Arif eventually came down after trying to call him for like 10 thousand times.. haha.. We slept for a few hours then we went off to eat lunch and went grocery shopping.. Haha.. So like here's the thing.. Each of us had like 4-5 heavy plastic bags each right.. So we wanted to just hire a taxi buttt nooo.. Arif couldn't find oneee.. Soooo.. we had to walk a coupla block.. take a trem.. Get off at the wrong stop.. Waited half an hour in the fucking cold weather (mind you, it was at night..) for another trem.. I was shaking and my hands were freaking cold.. But then again, I was excited and sakai.. Took pictures while waiting for the trem.. which was like taking pictures at the middle of the road.. haha.. Anyways, came back to the apartment and headed off like 15 minutes later to have dinner at.. Nandos! Wheee~ hehe..

I took pictures but I'm too lazy to upload em now.. Next time lah..

Off to bed now.. Nightynight.. =)

I'm going off in a few hours.. Wheee.. There's internet there so I might go online and blog like usual.. Haha.. I know 12 days is nothing.. But I'm gonna miss booboo like hell (I've said this to him for like ten thousand and one times already.. lol).. But yeah..

Soooo... Booboo, don't have too much fun without me okay..? And if you get your license nanti, just be careful!! and don't go around hooking up with some random girl now, alright? Haha.. I'll see you when I get back.. You know I love you.. ;)

Okay.. Shit.. I haven't finished packing yet and I haven't showered yet.. I'm leaving the house in an hour or so... shieeeeeet... =\

29/7 - Happy Birthday Bazli, Happy Birthday Emah
30/7 - Happy Birthday Sadiq
1/8 - Happy Birthday Mummy!!
2/8 - Happy Birthday Abang Amin

Yes, today's my mum's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY, I LOVE YOU!!!!! =D I know I disappoint you and make you mad at times.. I'm sorry for that.. But you're gonna have to let me go sometime mum.. Although, not now.. But soon.. Aha.. You're an awesome mum.. No one can ever ever replace you.. =)


Thanks for having these 3 bimbotic yet, awesome brothers..
Thanks for being there during my proudest moments..
Thanks for being an awesome mum!


Rachel's Birthday Dinner..
Tanglong night..



Emah's Birthday Dinner..
Carmen being CUTE!






Thank you, Booboo.. =)

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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