Don't you hate it when sometimes you tell people like oh, I'll be there at 2.. And then they're like.. So, Brunei time.. that'll be 2:30.. (I wonder who says that? =P) I get annoyed by this.. Freaking Bruneians make us all look bad.. -_- haha.. I used to be this punctual, 5-10 minutes early type of girl.. Till I realised I was always the one who is waiting for everyone.. So since then, I started to be late on purpose.. and now, I actually do come late (not on purpose -_-) damn..

I wish I was a kid again.. Stress-free.. No homeworks.. etc etc etc.. I mean damn.. I used to be like, YAY! I can't wait to be 10.. Then when I reached 10, I'm like.. YAY! I can't wait to be 13.. Then when I was 13, I'm like yay.. Can't wait to be 16.. Now that I'm 17 years old.. I kinda wish I was still 5 or something.. Well, I do wanna be 18 with freedom and a license to drive and all.. But still, besides that.. the stress and all? Gosh.. Isn't 18 still a little too young to be thinking about the future? Bout careers.. -_- I don't know.. I just think 18 year olds still can't think mature enough (or is it just me? haha..) I know this guy who's 19.. but he still acts a little too immature.. He doesn't properly.. he cant think for himself and he gets pissed off at all these minor things.. I mean come on.. (Maybe I should just stop, no? We are in good terms and I sure as hell do not want to go back to the time where we hated each other's guts.. -_-)

You know what else bothers me? How I'm too nice or how I drop everything I'm doing just to please other people.. Seriously, middle of the night, I'm struggling to get my work done that's due that morning.. Someone text/call/IM me up for help on this far less important thing and I go: yeah, sure.. Right away.. And sometimes I feel like people take advantage of this.. And I'm too blind (too nice) to care.. hahah.. I dont know.. Another scenario: I'm enjoying my only free time I have and someone goes, hey, I need your help.. please.. It'll only take a minute.. I'm like sure.. Half an hour goes by and I'm smiling and I'm all.. nah.. it's cool.. I don't mind..

You know what else annoys me? Its when some random person adds you up in msn and starts yapping away.. but you dont reply and then he's all "bitch! wtf.. ambung jua.. luan jua eh.." blablabla.. Well, sor-ry.. but mummy and daddy told me to not talk to strangerss~ especially ones I find annoying.. haha..

Sarcasm is the lowest form of humour.. Or so what my dad thinks.. Yet, he still uses it.. So does everyone else in the family besides my mum and Dhamiri (they don't quite get sarcasm or even know how to be sarcastic).. I used to use sarcasm ALOT a few years back.. it was to a point where my abang decided to make me pay him 10 cents for each time I made a sarcastic comment.. I think he made like 2 dollars in one night or something.. lol.. Yes, that much.. But now, I can't really be sarcastic anymore, eventhough I want to.. I can once in a while though.. haha.. Maybe it's cause Arif isn't here anymore? I don't know.. He was the most sarcastic one here.. and I picked it up from him.. so yeah..

I have not watched Kung Fu Panda.. =( So sad.. Freaking IB.. -_- haha.. and and.. I wanna watch Made of Honor!! Pfft.. I miss how for the last 2 years I was able to catch a movie almost every weekend.. And how during the holidays I'd always go out and come home still feeling relaxed and shit.. like 2-3 times a week.. haha.. and and.. I also miss how I could just "wing" my exams.. sighhh.. IB, you're driving me insaneeee...

My holiday so far has been relaxing [Despite having like tons of homework (2 malay world lits, 1 TOK summary, 1 IT project, 1 Business IA, read 2 EE books, 1 DT major project, go through catch up work AGAIN + evidence and blablaba)].. albeit, slightly boring.. but yeahhh.. I've been watching DVDs.. catching up with some series that I've missed.. I've also been watching too much FRIENDS.. I've been quoting FRIENDS for a number of times this week.. lol.. I am aware that the remaining 6 weeks would no be enough for me to finish all of them and I'm going to Melbourne in August so that's like 4 weeks? Shit.. Not cool.. I WILL start doing work next week.. Damn IB.. >=( Lucky for me, I have someone who will actually make me do work.. so yay.. =D

Someone's turning 18 in 9 days.. ;) Booboo, can you guess who? haha.. =P

Very random post.. I know.. -_-

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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