Sunday, July 27, 2008 @9:07 PM
It's 4 am.. And I'm not sleepy yet.. Not one bit.. I guess it's safe to say that my sleeping pattern's officially ruined.. Thanks to Rachel for making me sleep at 5:30 in the morning and waking up at 2:30 in the afternoon (I was supposed to go to my cousin's antaran thingy at KB.. But I seriously couldn't wake up!! And I was also planning to go to that gathering thingy with the ISBians but I couldn't be bothered to get out of bed).. and also, thanks to Carmen for making me sleep again in the evening.. Told you girls I wouldn't be able to sleep.. I am planning not to sleep for a day.. Not sure if that's do-able but we'll see..
So, yes.. The girls sleptover yesterday night.. Twas good.. Had a talk with Rachel before (OKAY,Rachel just came online!! haha.. Stupid girl.. she has school later.. -_- ) we went to sleep.. Typical Rachel, always wanting to have one of those talks about our feelings and of the opposite sex just before going to bed.. haha.. I remember one time when we kept on talking till like 6-7 in the morning or something.. And also the first time where ALL 4 of us had a sleepover and we made a deal not to sleep but I fell asleep and Rachel kept on waking me up and making me stay awake.. But in the end when everyone fell asleep, I was the only one still awake! Ahh.. good times.. Carmen and I also had a similar conversation just before going to sleep in the evening.. But a little less emo lah! lol.. It was a REALLY lazy sunday for us.. We stayed in our pyjamas till night! haha..
Everytime we meet, we somehow manage to talk about the good ol' times.. About how we miss each other.. How we don't have friends as close as each other.. How we now depend on our guyfriends for companion rather than our girlfriends (excluding each other lah!).. How we've changed.. And so forth..
I've been listening to alot of Dashboard Confessional lately.. Particularly this one song.. Heh.. Carmen has the really retarded version of it.. Lol.. and she also made me addicted to Goo Goo Doll's Before It's Too Late.. Nicee.. =) (Okay, I was hoping to blab more about this.. but nothing comes to mind.. haha..)
I'm outta cash and I'm outta credit.. I feel bad everytime I take out money from the ATM (Eventhough it's my money.. but still! -_-) and I feel guilty everytime I ask my parents for money.. I'm left with only $10 freaking dollars in my wallet and that's not like me.. I'm also running out of time.. I'm leaving in 6 days.. I need to take care of
some alot of stuff before I leave for my vacation.. I'm feeling rather emo and lonely at the moment and I'm wondering where booboo is..
Should I do some school work now..? Or should I watch a movie..? Watching a movie sounds pretty tempting.. However, knowing I still have SO MUCH more work to do just freaks me out.. HOW? >=(
Teehee.. I'm feeling rather wordy at the moment.. It's 5 now.. Let's see how much more I can type down..
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I've been typing up paragraphs of what's on my mind but I can't really phrase it right.. This is why sometimes I don't really express myself.. Cause it comes out all jumbled up.. -_- I've been trying to say this to some people but they just don't get it.. pfft..
Well hey.. you know what..?
I rather keep it bottled up inside.. till I find someone who will actually understand me and what I'm going through..