It's the summer holidaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!! =) =) =) I thought this day would never come.. hahah..
The assembly was really sad.. with the teachers leaving and all.. Shit.. Tears actually came out of my eyes.. ahaha.. Oh, on the plus side, Adam won the G9 camera with the photo he took of me and Naj.. Awesome.. =D Everyone knew he was going to win.. haha..
It's just the second day of holiday and I've already been going out day and night for the past 2 days.. lol.. Mum's mad at me for going out often.. -_- Oh well, it's summer holiday okaayyy.. haha.. 7-8 freaking weeks!! =O downside is that I wont be meeting him as often.. =\
Alot has happened lately.. cant really bother to blog about it.. Just wanna tell you guys that I have survived my first year (more like 6 months) of IB! =D hee.. year 12 is over baby!!! not really looking forward to year 13 though.. =\
okay, might be heading off to somewhere soon... will keep you posted~
Yesterday morning I felt so bad for myself.. I was feeling pathetic after business.. I even cried.. =( Isa was my "shoulder to cry on".. No.. Nothing ended, CHRIS.. =P But yeah.. throughout the day I felt like shit.. After getting the report card, I felt worse! Fucking hell... -_- I stayed back for the kids thing today and luckily, Raiyan didnt show up cause I really wasnt up for it.. So me, Naj and Chris went to the common room.. Naj finally made me watch Gossip Girls and it wasnt bad.. =O haha.. But I still thought of my grades and shit even after I went home.. My parents assured me that they understand I had missed 3 months of school work.. and they just told me to work harder next year.. So, this summer.. YES! =)
So yeah.. for the whole of yesterday I felt so freaking pathetic and all.. Till the UAM concert started and I had Isa beside me, it all went away.. =) Last night was great.. I had fun.. Hee.. =D Although it started with SOMEONE ignoring me because SOMEONE was playing the nintendo DS lite.. -_- But yes, full attention was given like at the end of the night.. And I feel great.. =D
I have business homework, english world lit, DT IAs to be handed in on Monday.. Shiiiit..
I'm in Malay class right now and it's just me, Naj, Akmal and Fauzi.. Initially, it was only Akmal.. Then, me and Naj came in like 15 minutes late.. When we saw that no one was in, we wanted to leave but we felt sorry.. so yeah.. Fauzi came like 5 minutes ago.. lol.. We're supposed to be working on our Malay world lit.. but we're not.. =P
Naj wanted to do her Math IA.. but she's not doing it... I wanted to do my English world lit but i forgotten to bring the books.. damn it.. -_-
Isa, Raudhah and Adib aren't here cause they're having this art trip or something.. No Isa for like the rest of the school day.. -_- Goshhhhhhhhhhh...
OKAY.. I will try to do work now.. =)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NAJIHAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D Sorry for annoying the fking hell out of you today in Business.. You know I love you right..? haha.. =) and the locker thingy.. Good one ey? haha.. =) Have fun you 16 year old.. =P
So, havent been posting much lately.. (I know the dates for the 2 previous posts say otherwise.. lol..) Stupid freking homeworks, IAs, essays and projects man.. Gosshhhh... I've two IAs for DT,Group 4 DT presentation and report, English presentation, English World Lit, Maths IA, Malay World Lit.. OMG.. -_-
The weekend was bad man.. Tried finishing up my homeworks.. Fuck.. Didn't get much done.. -_- Was planning to stay awake till 1ish last night so I drank teh tarik.. YES, it is proven that teh tarik will keep me awake.. 5 times already.. Lol.. so anyways, tried going to seep at 1ish.. But I couldnt.. Kept tossing and turning on my bed till 5 oclock.. Woke up 45 minutes later.. fucking hell.. -_-
Arrived at school looking dead and shit.. And Chris sprung me with the thingy that we were supposed to do for Naj.. aha..
Got my maths results today.. got a 4.. It's alright I guess..
Lunch today was FUN.. Isa got detention.. =O HAHA! =P ADAM made me help him.. 5 minutes my ass man.. 20 minutes tuuu!!! You owe me big... And no.. none of this "I owe you my friendship" crap.. =P Haha.. Gosh.. You're lucky that I'm nice.. People keep saying that I should stop being so nice.. -_- haha..
Stayed back today.. Was supposed to work on our Group 4 poster for DT.. but got distracted.. whoops? But yeah... Today ended well.. Was awesome.. =) =) =)
Government school students having their holiday right now.. Yes, I was jealous.. Until I realised that I have a month and a half of summer holidays in 2 weeks.. so yahhh.. It's cool.. haha..
Off to do my world lit.. >=(
100th post!! =D
For the past 2 days, I've been forcing myself to eat the right amount of food.. And it was successful, but by the end of the meal I just feel like throwing up.. I didnt though.. It's all good..
Everytime something's wrong with me or everytime I get sick or hurt.. My family tells me to take a blood test.. -_- It's cause something was wrong with me a few years back and the only way to know the cause was to take a blood test.. I chickened out just before the needle came in contact with my skin.. So yes, they still think I should do it, eventhough that was like.. 4-5 years ago..? haha.. I bet they think I'm like.. sick or something.. that's why they force me to go through it.. -_- YES, I'm pale.. YES, I get tired easily.. YES, *blablabla* -_-
I can't really go through it.. even when my brother makes fun of it, i get the chills.. sucks man.. Needles are like one of my biggest fears.. Alongside crossing the road (getting hit by cars), getting sting by bees.. YES, I know I have like 6 piercings on my ears but different, OKAY.. -_-
SO, we had this end of year award ceremony thing.. and honestly, I didn't think I would get an award.. Seriously.. When the award for DT was mentioned I was like "pfft..." Adam pointed to me and I'm like.. HAHA.. yeah right.. Then I got called up for most improvement in DT.. holy shit.. hahaha.. IB students ran up to the stage.. Isa started it really.. Hahah.. =P
"Who goes to school everyday man?" HAHAHAHAHA.. =P
hmph.. personal statement, english world lit, malay world lit, IT project, DT IAs, Business research, group 4 DT presentation.. Holy fuck.. -_-
I haven't replied any tags in a while.. So yeah..
Ewan; I know right.. banyak our gambar together.. haha.. =D
Chris; Haha thanks.. =D yeah man.. he was freaking out.. aha..
Carmen; Cause you suck.. =P
Adam; HAHA.. I beat youuu..
Shim; Lol.. Lately I havent been eating any meals at all.. except for like 2-3 spoon fulls.. -_-
Fauzi; Don't think I said that.. ahah..
Naj; AWUUU.. sorry.. will link you up soon!
Amelia; Hey Ameee!! =)
Kim; Shhhh... Jangan bising.. =P
Fauzi; Hey Fauzayyy!
Arif; Hey.. Only sister and mother will be heading there early August..
Laura; Hey babe.. I'll talk to you sometimes soon.. Stay strong babe.. I know you can do it.. Loves~
So the past few days have been pretty hectic.. Finishing up school work and stuff.. Gosh.. -_- Haven't been having enough sleep at night lately.. And I've been sleeping after school a lot.. haha..
We had a group 4 project thingy on Monday and Tuesday.. My group - Alexis, Adib, Fauzi, Danny, Chris, Chloe, Khushboo and myself had to sprint/run.. Tiring much.. We doubled the pace on the second day though.. And by the end of school, I was dead tired.. My legs were hurtig and all.. -_-
There are more but Chloe doesn't wanna give it to me.. boo.. =P
Sooo.. my results suck ass.. A 5 for English.. A 4 for Malay.. Two 3s for IT and DT (I think).. A 2 for business.. And I am not sure if I should look forward to my Maths paper.. Ms deen's not happy.. =( damn.. Sho's a freak for getting a 7.. =P
THIS IS STUPID.. I'M FREAKING HUNGRY BUT WHEN I SMELL OR SEE FOOD I LOSE MY APPETITE!!! FREAKING HELL!!! -_-
So, today was fun.. Was supposed to do "work" at Naj's place.. BUTTT.. We're too cool for work.. And so we went to JIS for the world cup thingy to support gunners (well, more like just Nick and Isa.. HAHA..) with Dian, Chris and Fauzi.. It was cool watching them play.. Too bad couldn't stay till the end.. Cause SOMEONE couldn't stop counting down the time.. -_- Sabar wah, PO! =P SO YES, we left JIS for Excapade.. LUNCH! =D
For lunch I had Mini California Special and Shake.. Naturally, I'd still be hungry.. But just now, after my Shake.. I felt freaking full.. Damn it.. -_- Chris put like a hell lot of wasabi in his sauce.. And he cried man!! hahahahahha.. =P Headed to the Mall after lunch for DVDs and headed back to Naj's house at 2:30.. And that's when someone asked me how long I was going to be in Gadong cause he was on his way to Gadong.. (OKAY, he texted me way before that.. But I read it late.. PALOI).. pfft.. But oh well..
I got sleepy at Naj's place.. We were watching Centre Stage and I fell asleep a few times during the movie.. Lol.. Sleepy, okay.. Both of us only had 4 hours of sleep.. (Naj, maybe we shouldnt talk on the phone till 4 if we needed to go somewhere in the morning.. Just a thought! hahahaha.. Second time sudah.. -_- ) Arrived home at 5ish..
So yess.. That was my day.. =D FUNN..haha..
Second brother and parents are catching a late movie at the mall.. Cant be bothered to go.. Might just sleep throughout the movie anyways.. Mum might do that though.. Seeing she cant stay awake past 9.. ahah.. 1st brother's having dinner at Excapade.. Lol.. Been there done that.. I can't say I'm home alone though.. This house hasnt been empty since... iunno.. SO LONG! lol..
Group 4 project thingy tomorrow.. =O
Sorry for the crappy post..
It's 1:13am..
Yesterday (Friday) was pretty fun.. =) Although it was a normal school day.. but yeah.. Aha.. Business was first.. Got my paper back.. I did freaking bad.. Gosh.. -_- Only had the first period of business though.. The standard level students spent the second period in the common room.. haha.. Chris S got bored and started taking pictures..
Well, basically he wanted to take pictures and compare his height and shoes size.. =P
Maths got cancelled today.. Yay.. =D too bad the highers still had maths.. So it was just us studies and standard roaming around the school.. haha.. I had 3 free periods today.. Awesome much.. ahaha..
IT came and I got sleepy as hell.. Results were okay.. Was one mark away to getting a 4 though.. But oh well.. It's a good thing I'm standard.. haha..
Stayed back at school for the usual Friday thing.. Raiyan is improving man.. Like seriously.. He's awesome.. aha..
I took a quick nap just now.. Went to Ayeshah's after that.. I came late though.. Whoops? hahaha.. Had dinner, watched Evan Almighty and played guitar hero.. Played only once and I beat Isa like so baaaad.. =P haha.. The night was fun though.. =D =D Upon reaching 12.. Me, Isa, Adam and Chris were the only ones left there.. Isa and I left at the same time.. I just came back like 45 minutes ago.. hee..
I'm heading off to bed now.. Can barely keep my eyes open.. =\
Thanks, I had fun.. =)
So the exams ended today... Malay was the last paper.. Iunno.. I guess it always alright.. Wrote crap.. But oh well.. It's over.. Tomorrow will be a normal school day.. Damn it.. Just when I thought we were gonna have a long weekend.. Aha..
Came early to school today like at 8ish.. Been staying in school and doing nothing a lot lately.. Driver has been quite occupied so mum suggested me to just stay in school.. Haha.. It's fun though.. =D
My appetite has been acting strange lately.. Like one minute I'm hungry.. The next minute, when I see food, I immediately lose my appetite.. I haven't been eating a proper lunch for days now.. I can never finish my meals anymore.. And I'm the type who hates wasting food.. lol.. I haven't been eating much for dinner.. And everyone knows I don't eat breakfast... I don't think thats healthy.. but Iunno.. Maybe this could be a good thing.. You know.. lose some pounds.. hahah..
PICTURES!! (credits to Chris)
Okay.. maybe not a lot of pictures.. -_- aha..
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KAMKAM!!!!! =D =D =D (I've always thought you were older than me.. -_- haha..) Seems like you had a blast and a bunch of surprises.. haha.. Too bad we couldnt meet up.. But oh well, atleast you had fun!! =D first part of this post is dedicated to youh!! =D
Loves yah KamKam!! =)
Wheeee~ =D
So last night.. I tried studying for maths.. I did.. But I got distracted a lot and ended up not being prepared for the exam.. Shit.. BUT.. I found the exam rather.. Okay-ish! Sooo.. I am hoping atleast a 4 or 5.. Haha.. (OKAY, dream on Qydah! -_-)
I stayed back today after the maths exam with a bunch of people.. Was fun!! Ayeshah and Naj wanted to go for brunch somewhere.. But I don't know.. They couldn't be bothered I guess.. And when they left.. The guys were complaining that they were hungry and it kinda took us an hour to finally decide to go to Happy Dean.. There were 11 of us (Me, Jen, Chris, Isa, Adam, Nick, Fauzi, Nasim, Vivian, Dian and Sandra) walking to Happy Dean.. Yes, we walked!! WHEEE!! =D Took like more or less 15 minutes I think..? A few of us had the 'so-i've-heard' good mango chicken rice.. haha.. Nick didnt wanted to walk back so Adam called for his driver.. So the 13 of us (including the driver and Adam's sister) fitted ourselves into the car.. 4 of us at the back and 7 at the middle row.. Gosh.. People were sitting on laps, Nasim was standing.. Some couldnt move.. Lol.. But it was fun.. Haha..
Naj called me up at school to ask me to accompany her go jalan-jalan. I mentioned this to Chris and he went all "I-don't-friend-you-anymore" on me.. Haha... Chris got injured today.. And so.. Chris, hope you get better soon!! You know I love you eventhough I'm not your friend anymore... HAHAHA.. =P
I've malay exam (the last exam!!) tomorrow and most of us dont know what to study for it.. =\ So yes, we will be going in unprepared and clueless.. Haha..
Played with Adam last night.. And I was finally winning.. Until he asked for a draw like 3 times to which I rejected.. then he closed the game.. Paloi.. =PAnyways..
The holiday has been pretty awesome.. =) It ends tomorrow though.. =(So, Saturday.. I say has got to be the best day of the week for me.. Mother-daughter time albeit it took only 1 to 2 hours.. An awesome time with the LeLes.. Catching up session and all.. Wasnt entirely a LeLes outing.. A few people (Yvonne&friend.. Jazli.. Bai, Hakim, Mizan, Muazz, Bazli and Yusri) joined us at different times.. And I don't know man.. It got a little boring.. I guess we don't find the Mall that interesting anymore.. LOL.. Met our lovely ex-form teacher.. A ROFLMAO moment there.. but yeah.. haha.. Went home earlier than usual cause I didnt feel right coming back late and just going off again an hour later.. So yeah..
I slept for a while cause I was dead tired and I didnt wanted to feel sleepy at the party.. I kept yawning throughout the outing.. Haha.. Had dinner later than usual which made me leave the house late.. AND I got lost.. -_- I feel bad for making Ayeshah explain every single detail on how to get to Chris' house.. The guys (Chris S and Marcus) had to fetch me at the supemarket in Rimba in Chris' scooter to make it easier.. Lol.. And honestly, I don't think I could've found Chris' house without their help.. So thanks alot to them.. =D Arrived at Chris' house at 9ish.. lol.. I was planning to come "fashionably late" but not THAT late.. hahah.. Upon stepping into the house Chris K came to me and hugged me out of nowhere.. Haha..
No need to go into further details about the party.. but I can say that it was awesome.. People being honest and open and all.. Me being one of the few who will actually remember almost every single detail that was said or done.. =P Some made me go all.. =O =O and some that made me go =) =) hahah..
Quotes from that night;
A:"I think I just snapped back into reality..."
B:"Oh really? Well, that's good.."
A: "Nah, just kidding.. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.."
someone says something then all of the sudden...
C: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Oh damn it.. Sorry, I just.. arghh.. I'm trying to be myself.."
D: "*holds my hand* I'm sooo happy for you Qydah.. So happy mann.. I'm like really happy for you.. I mean I told you already that *bla*.. I'm like happy for you man.."
E: "Is he gone..?"
F: "No, he's just being Chris (S)"
hahaha.. Was fun.. Went back rather early at 11:30pm.. Everyone (okay, not everyone.. but I guess you guys know who you are.. =P) was sad to see me go.. and gosh.. talk about long tight hugs.. hahaha.. Wish I could've stayed longer and help a few people.. heard it got bad.. =\
When I got home I was feeling rather cold so I asked my maid to make me a hot drink.. And she made me teh tarik.. I don't know whether teh tarik has got anything in it to make people hyper or stay awake.. But it definitely made ME not be able to sleep.. and I remember the last time I had teh tarik, I couldn't sleep till 6 in the morning.. so Saturday night.. slept VERY late.. but woke up like.. minutes later.. couldnt go back to sleep.. I know part of the reason was that I was thinking too much but I bet most of it was because of the drink.. lol.. Chris K called me up at 6am mann.. Gosh.. Good thing I was already awake.. ahah.. I finally went to sleep at 10ish in the morning.. haha..
PICTURE TIME!! (Only from Saturday afternoon..)
Chris is "not talking" to me at the moment cause it's taking me forever to post this.. haha.. So here Chris.. This post is especially for you.. =P