I said I wouldn't change and I believe I haven't. Today I have just been attacked verbally by one of my closest friends from SMJA. He said I've changed. He asked why haven't I been hanging out much with Laura, Rachel and Carmen. Why haven't I been making time to be with them. Why haven't I been talking to them much. He's making it sound like it's all on me. Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. The thing is, we have our own stuff to do. We have work, we need rest, we need time to spend with other people. I miss them, alright. I do. Yes, we(Rachel, Laura and I) live close to each other, doesn't mean I can drop by their house when I feel like it. I didn't do that back then. Why would I now? We made a promise to meet atleast once a month. And that's what we've been doing for the past 3 months. We're still finding a date to meet up for this month. It's not easy for all four of us to be together anymore, alright. I do need my bestfriends. I just can't talk to them as often. No, I haven't thrown them out of my world and I don't intend to.

Girls, this post has nothing against you, hope you know that. Rachel, sorry for not being able to make dinner tonight. =( I've other plans. You know I love you girls to bits. I'm not going to break our promise.. ;)

God, LeLes moment much? =P

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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