I AM FREAKING EXHAUSTED!!! School from 7ish in the morning till 8:30 at night is just so tiring!! Being a BGIC helper is not easy.. Yeah, okay.. I wasn't on the clock for the whole time.. But it was pretty bad.. =\

I am quite pissed off at the moment.. Teehee.. =)

Have to be at ICC tomorrow at 6:30am.. Gosh..... =(

Off to bed.. Later, lovely people.. ♥

It feels like I havent gone to school in AGES.. Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and today.. I didnt go to school.. Lol.. Well.. I did go in the afternoon just now for toddler group.. But yeah.. And like Chloe said, feels like I havent seen her and the others in a while.. though it's only been two days.. haha..

ICC today was okay.. Though boring as hell.. but yeah.. Only did the rehearsal once.. And that was it.. A waste of time really.. from 7:30am to 2pm and we only did it once.. Haha.. Lol.. So I was wearing heels today right and a baju kurong.. So when the running back stage thingy took place, I tried to run with my heels.. But like it made noises.. So I had to take them off and run.. Lol.. But in the end, that lady said that we didnt have to do that anymore.. Yay~ =D Rajeev and Nasim were being such retards.. Haha.. With the hand thingy.. Lol.. Aiman's fault really.. xp

Toddler Group was fun today.. Fun fun fun! Talked to Mr. Gillam for a bit.. And he was like looking at me all weirdly and went "Hello stranger.. Have you decided to drop DT?" Lol.. Cause like.. I haven't been going to school and all and I have DT every Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and yeah.. Then he went "Good work with handing in your IA though.." At first I thought he meant good work with your IA.. But yeah, that was my mind playing with me.. haha.. I don't think I did much in Toddler Group today.. But it was good.. With the water squirting and all.. XP Sho joined us for a bit.. That made it interesting.. Haha..

About 30 minutes to 5, Amelia and I got to talking.. and we werent really doing anything else.. And I guessed Mr. Gillam realised that and called me over and he's like being sarcastic and all about me having my CAS hours and stuff.. So like he told me to look after his son.. "-_-

I feel like I am so not updated with the girls(Laura, Carmen & Rachel) or my other friends.. I feel kind of left out.. Boohoo.. I miss them.. =(

Bai's personal message in MSN;
bY : mana leles? Carmen : di hati ku~ =') aww~

Awwww.. Teehee.. That girl didn't reply my text message though.. Bitch.. Haha..

Apparently, us helpers will be going to ICC again after school tomorrow.. *sigh* Oh well.. More service hours! Haha..

Damn it.. Normal school day tomorrow.. -_-

So, yesterday ISB had a holiday.. AAANDDD.. lucky for some of us year 12s, we got to go to ICC and lift chairs and tables... FUNNNNN!!!! =D haha.. My body's still sore from it.. Atleast got the hours.. Prolly after this BGIC thingy.. I'll finish off my service hours.. YAY!! Got back home at 12ish and went online... It took me a while to figure out why the usual people I chat with weren't online.. I'm like *smacks forehead* Duuuuh.. They start school today, Qydah.. Lol..

Todaaaay, I slept at 4am and woke up 2 hours later.. HAH! All because of DT IA.. I practically did the whole thing (17 pages I think) last night.. xp Good thing I didn't have to go to school though.. a few of us got to skip school... Went to ICC again.. =D Teehee.. Me, Raudhah, Rajeev, Roslee and Nasim will be carrying the stands thingy to the stage.. and we gotta bow and shit.. lol.. We had to practice that like ten thousand times or something like that.. =P That's pretty much what we did till 1? Iunno.. Thennn.. Raudhah and I were told to apparently, run like hell to the other side of the stage.. lol.. we did that for quite a number of times.. I couldnt help but laugh.. haha.. I'm still wondering how we're going to do that during the actual opening ceremony with our baju kurong and heels.. Guess we're going to find out tomorrow.. With the dress rehearsal and all.. Teehee.. I was told to pin up my fringe on Saturday since we're going on stage and all.. *gasps* the horror!! Haha.. I might not though.. xp Iunno..

I just realised I haven't eaten my dinner yet.. I just woke up like half an hour ago.. slept from 6pm.. haha.. Guess I wont be sleeping again tonight.. =\

Oh, Oh! A month from now, it'll be my birthday! Yay.. haha..

I'm having quite a hard time typing with my left.. err.. pointing finger? I made a cut on it yesterday while doing my DT chair model.. "-_- I spent Friday night, the whole day of Saturday and just morning doing my IA.. Awesome, no? Hah..

Anyways, I went out today with them friends from school.. It was not bad atually.. Ate at Excapade.. Had lots of laughs and stuff.. Shopped for shoes at The Mall.. Sat and talked in coffee zone.. It was good.. =) Got really lethargic in the end though.. Haha..

I'll be going to ICC tomorrow.. To lift tables and chairs.. Apparently, we were told to wear something a bit smart.. i.e no jeans, no shorts, no sleeveless, no tshirts.. Hah.. I'll be going on Tuesday and Wednesday too.. To "rehearse" my role of being the helper of BGIC.. Haha.. Oh.. So, us helpers were given this list right.. and I'm in charge of helping Sayyidina Husain Sec School on the 29th.. Below my name right, is Danny and he's in charge of SMJA.. Like whaaat.. I want SMJA..! =( Aha..

Tomorrow, the "soon-to-be-form-six" students will be going to school.. Hahaha.. Have fun! =P

I sooo need to continue doing my IA.. =\ I've to send it by Tuesday.. and I'm not going to school on Tuesday!! 0_0 Might be going to school early in the morning though and have someone hand it in for me.. Iunno..

I am sorry if I wasn't quite there for you today.. I'm sorry that I didn't say anything to comfort you.. I'm sorry.. I really am.. *hugs* Be strong, yeah?

Red

Black&White

Blue~

National Day 2006

Okay............

I forgotten what I wanted to blog about..

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So, I've been rather busy-ish for the past few days.. Homeworks.. =\ I've been feeling really tired and really sleepy.. And I've got huge eye bags!! Sucks..

Oh~ We've got oversized shirts for toddler group.. When I mean oversized, I mean OVERSIZED.. Haha.. It felt comfortable though.. Teehee.. =) Toddler Group that day was very VERY interesting.. Oh, during English, there was this fire drill thingy.. Nothing exciting.. ahah..

Had TOK presentation yesterday.. Sucked much.. But what the hell.. TOK is not a subject!!!!! *glares* She told us during the catch up class that she was pretty pissed off though.. hahah..

We had a surprise for Raudhah.. Well, Jen planned it and it was really a last minute thing.. We were running around here and there to get things done.. In the end, it happened.. During Malay class.. Adam took pictures.. I waaant, ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Maths class was pretty frustrating yesterday.. We were going so faaast... =\ I didn't even do a freaking question cause she was jumping from one question to another in like seconds.. =O

Maths today wasnt so bad.. Aha.. IT today was quite fun! =D Had a "meeting" and each of us had a role to play.. It was about telecommuting.. and blah.. Things got pretty ouchie there.. Cause my 'husband' said that I nag a lot and he doesn't like being in the house much.. And everyone was like.. Ooooooooooooh~~~ Haha.. Funny.. xp

Had a BGIC helpers meeting today after school.. Whee.. Get to skip school on Tuesday, Wednesday and Monday.. Fun! Well, not really.. Gonna be quite busy.. =\

The "looking-after-kids" thing today was AWESOME!! hahahaha.. Chris had this idea to hit Roslee with the balls that were provided.. And we all did this at once.. It was funny.. Eventually, the kids followed.. And things got ugly-ish.. =\ Well, not really.. but kids got hit too.. And I got hit in the fcking face and let out a big "sh*t" infront of the kids! Good one.. Hope Akmal doesn't kill me.. Haha..

I went out at 3 to get some supplies teehee.. I initially wanted to get printer cartridge but ended up getting a whole lot of other things.. spent like $200? Well, maybe less than that.. But yeah.. haha.. I wanted to buy facial wash too.. Bodyshop.. And I was thinking that Rachel would either be working at the Airport or Mall.. And I went to Hua Ho Yayasan right.. And I walked fast into Bodyshop.. thinking to get the facial wash, pay and get out.. Turned out that Rachel happened to work there today.. Yay~ Ironic much.. I wasted time by hanging out there for a while and I had to rush afterwards..

I was doing my D&T IA model thingy.. cant seem to finish it.. *sigh*

I feel like this is the most boring post ever.. Haha..

Sleepy.. =\

So, I got my pendrive.. Yes, as I expected.. It was still connected to the USB port thingy in the ICT room.. Haha.. And just a few minutes ago, I thought I lost my other UBER COOL pendrive.. But it was actually in my bag.. Haha.. A total dumb blonde moment right there.. Teehee..

Arif just arrived in Melbourne earlier today.. Got to talk to him for a while.. I miss him already.. =( He has no internet connection at his apartment at the moment so guess wont be seeing him online..

Oh, Amelia's back.. =D

Hee.. Apparently, them 'soon-to-be-form-six' students will be starting school in a week.. All I can say is.. PREPARE TO SUFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *evil laugh* Heh.. It's no fun that you guys are actually looking forward to go to school.. -_- Seriously, take advantage of the week you have left... GO CRAZY!! Teehee..

OKAY, I NEED TO FOCUS.. I'm supposed to be doing my IT homework.. That's overdue and have quite a lot of questions.. SO YEAH.. 'Till next time.. =)

Shout out;
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO FAUZI(20/2), RAUDHAH(21/2) & ALEXIS(22/2)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

The guys looking good.. ;) *thumbs up*

Rachel was there but she came late.. So no pictures of her.. Aww~

Earlier today, I was talking to my mum and my eldest brother about my CAS activities.. Told them that I can't seem to find much creativity and action activities.. They told me to take up guitar lessons.. But it cost like $15(group)/$20(individual) for 30 minutes.. So mum told me to find someone who can teach me for free.. *hint hint* TeeHee.. =P She also told me to take up photography.. But.. Iunno.. I wanna do dancing though.. =D As for action, they told me to take netball.. I can play.. I know the rules and everything.. I just suck at it.. =\ Haha.. and also volleyball.. But that's like the same time as Toddler Group.. *sigh*

I've homework.. But most of them are in my pendrive.. Hah... Hopefully the teachers would understand and extend the time for me to hand in my homeworks.. Teehee.. =)

My friends have been asking me if IB is as hard as I make it sound.. The answer is HELL YEAH!! It's fcking hard.. With 6 subjects and CAS and all.. Gosh.. =\ They also asked if they would be as busy as I am when they enter form 6.. Hmm.. I'd say they'd be busy.. But not SO busy.. Lol..

Mind you, I never wanted to take up IB in the first place.. Haha.. But yeah, atleast it's more recognized right..? FCK that.. I need a scholarship.. And to get that is tough shit.. =\ I wonder how am I gonna survive for the next 1 and a half year..

Oh, I took this speed typing test thingy.. Lol.. my best was 65 words per minute but I didn't get to copy it.. 2nd best was 63 words.. Oh well..

63 words

free Touch typing

SCARTCH THAT!! I JUST BROKE MY RECORD!! TEEHEE..

74 words

free Touch typing

Okay, so I might not have lost my pendrive.. It might be in the ICT room.. Hopefully it is.. *crosses fingers*

I ate out with the family yesterday night at Deals.. Sheraton Hotel.. For the food I'd give it a 7.. But the service sucked arse.. Seriously.. I'd give it a 2.5.. Ugh.. So, anyway.. We arrived at 8pm right.. They really made a good impression at first by providing us with a table and a menu right away, asking us nicely for our order and such.. BUT then.. Our food arrived at like.. 9:25pm.. Imagine how fed up and impatient we were.. Not to mention hungry.. Even the other tables were quite pissed off.. I mean, for a small restaurant you would've guessed that they wouldnt be so occupied with stuff.. But no.. Not only did they mix up our order.. They took time when we asked for the bill and getting it all sorted out.. That was like another 20 minutes.. The longest time ever to wait for our food and also to pay the bill.. If you're in need of a long(literally).. boring night.. Then, I suggest you to go there.. DO NOT go there if you're in a rush.. Teehee.. =) The food IS pretty good, though..

Today, teacher Suraiza invited the 5As,5Cs and 5Es for high tea at Mutiah Restaurant.. It was fun.. Food was good.. =) I'd put up pictures but Kim hasnt uploaded them yet.. Maybe in the next post.. No promises though.. Teehee..

Apparently, SMJA got 3rd place for obtaining stunning results for O Level in Brunei.. That is like freakingly awesome!! Be proud SMJA-ians.. BE PROUD!! =D

OH! Aiman straightened his hair.. Whee.. I can't wait to see it.. and he changed his link to zekkzy now.. =D since his hair is no longer fryzzy.. Hehe..

Family and I might be going for brunch tomorrow.. I just love going out for brunch.. Teehee.. =)

OOOH! CARMEN'S ONLINE!! YAY!!

Shout out;
Happy advance birthday to Eyan! =)

Relax, Qydah..

Calm down..

Deep breaths..

Breathe in..

Breathe out..

So, I fcking lost/misplaced/left my pendrive at school.. Haha.. Sucks.. All my fcking homeworks are in there and my plans of actually finishing up my homework during the weekend is fcked up now.. Teehee.. =]

THIS FCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, okay.. I know Muslims don't celebrate this day.. and I know last year, I despised this day the most.. But this year, it was actually a good one.. =] Couldn't celebrate it with the girls like we planned though.. But yeah..

I didn't get a rose that was provided by the school BUT I did get one.. A different one.. And a bunch of other things too.. Teehee.. =D

Apparently, Raudhah found this freaking adorable..

Cause it was infront of me while I was taking photos(horrible picture of me =\);

Actually, both Naj and I were supposed to get a Ferrero Rocher each from Adam but it got sent to Naj only.. Boo.. =P It's all good though, she gave it to me during break.. =)

Oh.. we've Maths tomorrow.. =D =D NO MORE FREE PERIODS!!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glares*

My laptop's being fcking retarded.. Sucks.. Daddy actually asked me earlier this week if I would like a new laptop.. Apple.. I felt seriously bad.. Cause that's just asking for too much.. I've already gotten a plasma and money.. I can't possibly ask for a laptop.. Not now, atleast.. Guess I just have to cope with this fcked up laptop for now..


I've to do my Business now.. =\ Heard that if all of us hand in our homework tomorrow.. The test would be postponed to Monday.. I hope so.. I've no fcking clue what Marketing's all about.. *sigh*

Thanks for the gift, you.. I love it.. =) Sorry for being so MALU just now.. aha..

So you found my blog..
I don't care..
So you read the post about you..
I don't care..
So you call my blog stupid..
I don't care..
So you say you won't forgive me, ever..
I don't care..

I don't really.. cause you've always been like that.. You're rather indecisive.. You say you wont forgive me.. yet, you still do.. But guess what, I'm not the only one who needs forgiveness.. I've told you this before.. You.. Yourself have done wrong and you know it.. So.. grow up.. Think in a mature kind of way.. Get over it.. This is my blog.. I'll say what I want.. Don't like it.. Don't read it.. =]

Anyways, Valentines Day tomorrow.. Teehee.. =)

Homework.. =\

I feel like updating.. Although, I don't really have anything to blog about.. =\ Hmm~ I'll update in bullet point form, yes?

• I'm already starting on my CAS Diary =D
• I ate out at Excapade last night
• I feel FAT.. =(
• I just became one of the BGIC helpers..
• That means I'll be going to ICC and Empire too.. Fun.. =D Haha..
• Junior from SMJA moved to ISB..
• Juniors from SMJA who're involved in BGIC still remember me.. Teehee..
• Had Yoga class just now..
• Apparently, I was being hyper during Malay catch up class.. haha..
• Cakes in PTA now cost $2.50, cupcakes cost $2 (I think)..
• $1 for 2 Ferrero Rocher.. [V'day chocs- I'm not complaining =P]
• V'day is coming! =D
• I know I've got shitloads of homework but I just cant be bothered at the moment..
• I'm going nowhere with my DT assessment.. =\
• I think you should stop being so emo and know that I'm not trying to get revenge.. and also, know that you do not have the right to wake me up in the middle of the night or at 3,4,5 am by calling me..
• I've my own samurAi~ xp
• I skipped dinner.. teehee..
• Going to meet my bestest kid friend in the whole wide world in toddler group tomorrow.. YAY!! (Sarcasm being spread a little here..)
• I'm running out of ideas..
• I seriously do not know what to blog about anymore..
• Maybe I should do my homework..
• Yeah, maybe I should..
• But I'm sleepy.. =\
• Maybe I should sleep first and do it around 3 or something..
• Teehee..
• Till next time~

Qydah loves youuu~

Guys playing the football game.. Hee..

Guess what they were doing.. haha.. =P

This is a good picture of the girls.. Hee.. I'm not in it cause I took the photo.. =D

KamKam looks happy.. =P

Laura!! =D

Watching Shutter~

Them: Qydah, liat bah!!
Me: I don't wanna~~~

Other stupid-ish quotes;

Laura: Qydah, watch this! It's nothing..
Me: *glares* Then, why are you closing your eyes?

Kim: Qydah, liat ni.. Best part ni.. (or somewhat like that)
Me: But you're not watchiiing..

KamKam: Baru tah kan liat..
Me: *smiles* Cause there's no ghost!

Laura to Zeera: I don't like this part.. *covers eyes*
Zeera: Shhh.. *looks at me*
Me: Ha-Ha! I know when NOT to watch.. =P

Yes, I am a coward.. =(

Guess that's all for now.. Need to face them books/homeworks.. =\

p/s: Thanks Kimmy for the photos.. =)

Four free periods tomorrow.. YAY! =D

A lot has been going on lately.. And I end up getting worn out by the end of the day.. I've been sleeping at around 8 for the last two, three nights? But I still feel sleepy at school.. =\ *sigh*

We've been having this talk about university, scholarships and such.. It freaks me out cause I know I'm getting closer and closer to actually having to choose a career.. I mean.. Law.. I want to do law.. I've been thinking of doing that since I was in form 3.. But lately (last year), I was thinking of something else.. Psychology.. And there's Sociology.. But that's just a "last resort"-ish thing.. Gosh.. The future seriously freaks me out.. I dont want to spend the rest of my life regretting doing this or doing that.. So like.. grr.. I have no ideaaa..

Amelia's at Turkey now.. Must be awesome.. We miss her already~ =(

Toddler group today was fun..

I am determined to do my shitload of homework tomorrow.. Atleast 30-50% of it and finish up the rest during the weekends.. Hopefully.. Haha..

Okay, I've forgotten what else I needed to say.. So till next time..

Everyday you put a smile on my face.. Tuesday was fun.. You're awesome.. =)

Shoutout;
Wishing to all Chinese a Happy Chinese New Year.. =) and a
Happy Advanced Birthday[7th February] to bestfriend, Laura!!! Love you babe! =D You're 17..!!! One more year and you're legal! Haha.. *hugs* Stay in touch, yes? =] Enjoy your day.. It's awesome that you're birthday is the same day as chinese new year, no? Aha.. Think positive babe.. You're smart.. I know that.. you know that.. We all know that.. Don't give up just yet.. You're not a failure.. You're not pathetic.. Alrights? You'll make it through.. I know you will.. =)

⇧↖«AIRFORCE»↗⇧nWo™"jFAMILY'sj"#26SH-; // JGN TNYA PSL CQiDAH ARH KU K.. NDA KU KENAL IA G LAU MAU TNYA iA!!!
(His nick in MSN. Translation: Don't ask me about Qidah k.. I don't know her anymore. If you want, ask her!!!)

Idiot.. People WILL ask you even more.. Haha.. Go ahead.. Talk shit behind my back.. Shows how much of an idiot you really are.. Damn it..

GET OVER IT, WILL YOU????????? That was 4 freaking months ago.. Even he got over it faster than you..

And another thing, putting some other girl (in my case, me) name on your nick while you have a freaking new girlfriend is really not a smart thing to do.. Seriously..

Jeeeez.. You don't have to be such a jerk about things.. Asking me back a few hours after I just got out of a relationship is stupid, okay? You didn't have to go all haywire on me after I said no.. And about the O' level results.. Let me say this again, I did nothing wrong.. If I made it through while I was at the same state as you, why couldn't you?

I've actually listed a few of the idiotic things you've done.. And that was just a couple of months worth.. Imagine all the other naive, immature things you've done for the 4 freaking years whilst you were with me.. Haha.. You've always been an asshole to me.. If only I'd realised that earlier.. Makes me want to go and bang my head against the wall for putting up with you for so long.. Gosshhhhh....

I sure know how to pick them, don't I? =D

Back to something worth worrying about.. Homework still undone.. Brain's not cooperating with me at the moment.. Haha.. Guess it'll be another sleepless night for me.. =]

We are in the newspapeeeer~~~~~

the ones from Pusat Bahagia, I meant..

Page 8.. Borneo Bulletin.. Today's.. haha.. xp

Cant really see my face though.. =\

I don't know.. But I feel quite down-ish at the moment.. I've no idea why.. I'm feeling really unenthusiastic this afternoon.. I woke up this morning wanting to do my homework.. But all of the sudden, I just cant be bothered.. Maybe blogging will keep my head straight..

My ugleh turtle..

My seahorse and Aiman's seaweed.. =p

I painted shrimps and a coral too, but I didnt get to take pictures of them.. Aha.. It was pretty ugly anyways so why bother.. xp Btw, Chloe took pictures of you guys painting so kindly ask from her, yes? =)

I went to SMJA after that.. Picked up my leaving certificate and such.. That may be my last time stepping on SMJA's ground but I didnt take advantage of it.. =( Oh well, hopefully there will be a next time.. Aha..

Had dinner with De'LeLes last night at Excapade.. It was an early celebration for Laura's birthday.. and a really belated birthday celebration for Carmen.. I just realised we didnt take any pictures.. =\ Went home pretty late last night.. Was sleepy as hell.. Aha..

Oh.. Daddy actually bought me a plasma TV and gave me money for obtaining "great" results for my O' Level.. I feel bad.. =\ cause I was just expecting one or the other.. Turns out, I got both.. Like Laura said.. I should really appreciate my parents.. =]

I haven't even opened it yet.. Damn it.. There's something seriously wrong with me.. =\

I'm off to actually try and do my homework now.. Till next time.. =)

Dreams dont necessarily mean anything or come true.. But this last dream made me feel unwanted.. =\

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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