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Saturday, January 26, 2008 @6:44 PM

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


No, no.. This song doesn't relate to anything that's going on with me right now.. Haha.. It's just a nice-ish song.. I heard abang playing it on the guitar and decided to download it.. =) I'm also currently addicted to Bon Jovi's Bed of Roses.. I know it's quite an old song.. But I like.. =D


It's almost 3.. and I don't know why I cant sleep.. MSN's being really retarded by the way..


I don't know, but lately, going out isn't really in me anymore.. =/ I would feel seriously tired during the weekends and just feel like relaxing.. If not, I'd be stressing out on my homeworks.. Life's great.. =)


I may not be invisible but I'm not exactly 'there'..

& PROFILE

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.

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. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.

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    Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.

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