It's 2:42 am..

I cant be the person you want me to be.. I cant be there for you like I used to.. I cant give you the attention you need anymore.. I just cant.. Please forgive me, cause I turned out to be such a bitch.. I know you never expected this to happen and for it to happen so sudden.. Gone just like that.. I'm sorry for that, I truly am.. But before you judge me.. Before you say how a horrible, mean, cruel person I am.. Think of what you've done to me 2 years ago.. You've pretty much ruined things in the beginning.. I'm sorry for bringing back the past.. But it's true.. You've done worse but I wont mention it here.. And now.. No matter how you compare me to the others, no matter how you say I cant keep my word, no matter how you try to bring me down.. I'm still sticking to what I think is best.. Best for the both of us.. This is me saying goodbye.. If you still don't get it, this is for closure..


and to you, you are sooo oblivious..

This is all pretty overwhelming.. Aha..

Im going to continue doing my research now.. Else them lot would kill me.. =/

Qydah
17. 26th March.
IB victim. ISB.
Not a pessimist but a realist.
Shy. Indecisive. Weird.
In love with music.
Friends make my day.


. Ada. Adam. Aiman. Amelia. Ayeen. Bai. Carmen. Chloe. Chris. Dean. Dian. Duan. Eyan&Faisal. Farhan. Fauzi. Isa. KamKam. Kimmy Kim. Mezzy. Moonyrah. Muazz. Nadia. Nadjma. Nurul. Qeelah. Qeels. Qeeqah. Rachel. Rasssh. Shim. Syara. Umi. Vernon. Wajdi. Yesmean. Yvonne. Zeer. Ziqa.





Before I leave: Visa. Scholarship(?). Medical Check up(?). New battery for laptop. Empire Beach. Spend time with friends. Photograph every waking moment left in Brunei. Sleep at abang's house for a few times. Make amends. Pack.


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